i have tried so hard,but you still hurt me!

2008-11-29T23:05:00.000-08:00

YO! it's been 10 thousand years since i last blogged man! haha.o's is finally over! like seriously
man.well, o's period was tough. in terms of school work and others as well. sometimes i can't
handle my emotions well. i tend to get mood swings easily. den i'll start throwing my tantrums
everywhere. is to the extend that no one can't handle. but she could still take it. but there
were times when she couldn't take it too. i don't blame her for this. if i were her, i would have
prolly broke up or something. yeah. oh well, at least everything had ended:D things are back
to normal alrd. i'm happy and satisfied:D yup.
i'm working at gillman village now. is a f&b bar and bistro called verve. is not too bad la. but i
work only like 3 days per week?! WTH la! i don't feel like working there alrd la. i used to work
everyday with like 1 or 2 days off! now i feel so free. free means no money! ahhh! how to earn
more bucks like that! i don't know man.
other than my job, i'm leading a very happy life now:) i have all the love and care i need:D in fact,
alot more! haha:) see ya!

2008-07-07T20:00:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel that i'm not suppose to be here. i feel left out sometimes. i know that it wasn't
on purpose. and it might not have occured to your that your should be more aware of your
surroundings. but i don't blame your. is just what i personally feel. this feeling has been bugging
for a period of time. i know i'm not suppose to be dwelling on this matter. i should be putting
all my focus on my o's. but i feel better like letting it all out. sometimes i feel out of everything.
is not easy to handle this. but i just don't feel good. i'm sure nobody ones to be in this position.
well, i don't know what else to say alrd. but i know that this person has been treating well:)
i'm a happy girl:D

2008-06-19T12:59:00.000-07:00

okay. it's been sometime since i last blogged. firstly, i'm too lazy to blog when i come online.
secondly, i'm just plain lazy to blog! haha. have been doing quite alot of studying since holis
started. prelims is starting on monday. i'm not sure if i'm ready not. a few people has been
asking me that alrd. i really don't know if i'm realy for this. i feel that i'm drained out. like
completely drained out. is to the extent that sometimes i don't even feel like studying. i was
the verge on giving up. but something tells me that my future is in my hands. if i don't take
this seriously, i will not be given a second chance to do this. so i have no choice. i suddenly
lost the interest in studying. i don't feel like doing math anymore. so much so for an A1. sigh:(
there were times that i couldn't take it and broke down. on weekends, i wake up 1030 in
the morning. if i wake up too late, i cannot manage my revision timing well. i'm tired of waking
up 1030 on weekends when i don't have to go to school. i really wana stay in bed till 11+ or later.
now i don't even have time for tv during the prime time. from like 7pm-10pm. these timings
are where all the good and nice shows are. but what am i doing? dating my books:( i long for
all of these enjoyments. but when can i get it? only after my o's which is like mid of november.
that is like 5 months time. i don't know if i can hang on till then:(

2008-04-27T00:15:00.000-07:00

okay. LIFE SUCKS! that will be my sentence till o's are over! haha:) my life has been
revolving around books! there's never a day where i don't date my books. sigh:( don't really
like the feel of this. but i have no choice. if i want my future, i'll have to past this stage of life.
airport tmr:) going to aiport to study. hardcore studying man! but i know i'll go mad in
between! haha. but no worries:D i'm a happy girl:) love you! gtg see you!

2008-04-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

okay. i haven't been blogging for some time! haha. was quite busy the past few weeks. busy
with funfair matters and birthday party. and i went to watch the musical ;ast sunday:D and
i had yami yoghurt aft that! i'm craving for it now can! ahhh! haha. i can have yami yoghurt
for all my 3meals! is that good okay! FUNFAIR IS TMR:D for once, i'm excited bout it. like
we put so much hard work on everything. i hope it all pays off tmr. took part in the look alike competition with my sister! gosh! i didn't know what came over me to go take part in the
competiton! haha. i must be siao at that time. go to reach sch at 7 tmr! so early la. stayed back
in sch until bout 6 today. to set up the stall. i think we're almost done with our stall alrd. the
boards and banners are up alrd. just that the we haven't hang the prizes up yet. we'll do it
tmr. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR! SO EXCITING! saw marie cheerleading today. i
think is damn nice can! whoohoo! well done charmaine:) but i think marie and catherine can
fight! catherine's one also not bad! yup. quite a number of things happened recently. there are
good and bad. good ones i'll just keep it in my heart. bad ones i'll just forget it and carry one:)
yup. i've been a happy girl! haha:D love you! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-03-30T12:23:00.000-07:00

okay. haven't been posting for quite some time. busy with sch everyday! everyday i come
back from sch, told myself that i need to study! i'm keeping all the distractions away until
o's are over. try not to watch too much of tv and computer. prelims is in 3 months time!
i really need to study. i may not be posting for some time. i may come online once in a while
la. den i'll try to post. anyway, my sch's funfair will be on the 19th april! think is rom 9am-
4pm! if you can, drop by alright? haha. have been very happy these few months. due to
some reasons:D haha. whoohoo! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya soon!

2008-03-21T23:34:00.000-07:00

okay. thos week has been alright. it was quite a disappointing week though. was quite afffected
by it. took by all the results. i only passed 2 out of 6 subjects. it very demoralising to see how
much effort you have put in and you get this kind of shit results. afterall, it's not very
encouraging. sigh:( well, this is just CA. at least i know that i have to start working on my
subjects. 93 days to prelims and 203 days to o's! i;m really damn scared and worried bout o's.
but i know she will be there to help me and guide me all the way thru:) told myself that i will
study every single day! i have no more time to waste! STUDY! anyway, PTC is next friday.i'm
prepared for the worst alrd! bet mrs fung will crap a whole lot to my mum. saying that i'm this
i'm that. sigh. went to her house on tue. needed help for my f&n. yeah. alright. i gtg do my f&n
alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-03-14T23:04:00.000-07:00

okay. i don't know what to blog about. all i know is that i didn't really study the past few days.
cuz went out and all. was out with her on wed:D yesterday was out with my aunt. but went to
meet her a while. cuz aunt and sister went to watch movie. met my aunt aft that and went
home together. went for training today. it was alright la. just a little boring. i'm so bored! can't
wait for tmr man:D haha! whoohoo! sch's starting soon. means that i have to date my books
again! sigh:( what to do? important year! no choice man. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-03-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

okay. sports conference was fun afterall. attended the worshops on saturday. and the catering
was superb:D rachel chue and i were enjoying it! haha. and me eileen happened to be one of the
speaker for the workshop! so we went to attend her workshop. but guess what? no one was
there! it was only chue and i! haha. how pathetic huh? but the 3 of us had fun. played ball, sang
song and ate m&m! haha. basically, we were just entertaining ourselves:D den we went for lunch.
and me eileen knows the swimmers gary tan and mark chay. den chue and i told her that mark
chay is quite hot. i used to think that la. but now he's not hot alrd. den ms eileen called them
and said that she have 2 students with her and they wana see you. WTH! chue and i were
embarrassed! super duper la. we didn't even go over. we just went for lunch. haha. today was
practical! we signed up for high rope elements:D love it man! in the end, i went for it. but chue
went for sports massage. i thought sports massage was like learn how to massage when you got
injuries or something. but it just normal massage that kind. high rope elements was fun:D did
abseiling too! i was like shaking during the high rope elements la! it quite scary though. yeah.
training tmr:D haven't been to training for ages! i needa lose weight also! pray hard that the
weather will be good:) alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-03-04T23:03:00.000-08:00

okay. got loads of holiday homework. math accounts chem and english! got another 2 compre
passage today. did one alrd. so i'm left with one! will try to get my homework done by this week.
so i can do revision next week. mission starts tmr. told my mum this just now:
me:mum, i have mission the next 3 days
mum:what's it about?
me:i also not sure leh
mum: oh you go catch the mas selemat ah?
me:WTH! NO! haha.
i was kinda shocked that my mama said that. haha! i think is damn funny la! anyway, i'm
attending sports conference at republic poly over the weekend. it sounded quite interesting.
going with rachel chue. alright. gtg lard. tc:) see ya

2008-02-22T23:23:00.000-08:00

okay. didn't blog for quite some time. was busy mugging for ca. that's why didn't have the time
to come online. think i screwed up most of my papers. alot of careless mistakes! and there were
not enough time! 40 mins only! ahhh! anyway, i don't wana talk bout in anymore. it will only
make me feel more depressed. sigh:( sch has been alright so far. flag day tmr. i'm definitely not
looking forward to it! have to ask people to donate and all. can't wait for it to end man! i can't
wait for sunday! ahhh! this is so killing me! sunday fatser come! s'pore will be hosting the 1st
YOG:) i was freak happy when i saw the results yesterday. and this means that ytsa will be
involved! whoohoo:D haha. can you imagine how much fun it will be:)
well, my back's giving me problems again. but compared to wednesday, i'm feeling slightly
better. have been feeling quite stressed. after ca and i'm still feeling stress. sigh:( more tests
coming up. math and geog test next week. i'm super duper disappointed with my math results!
i could have gotten 2 times more the result i'm getting now. sigh:( i'm gona practice alot for
math! i really wana do well! ahhh! better make the mistakes now than o's! so yeah. tmr's another
long day! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya.
i need you now

2008-02-10T14:59:00.000-08:00

okay. it has been sucha tiring and busy cny. have been going to relatives and parents' friend's
house to bai nian. i really went the whole of s'pore during these 3 days. haha. north south east
and west, all i went before! haha. finally met up with her on friday:D i was so freaking happy:)
it was 1 week long okay! haha. yup. i had a wonder time:) went to clique's hse to bai nian yesterday. first was crystal's hse. had lunch and we played mahjong there:D den xy's hse. den
to jr's hse. we played blackjack and some other games. den to karuna's hse. we played mahjong
again! haha. left karuna's hse at bout 8+ den i headed to tampines. had to go to my dad's friend
hse. reached there at bout 10. drank quite a bit there:p haha. my drinking started at cryatsl's
hse. had vodka with sprite. drank a bit at karuna's hse too. yeah. homed at bout 2. bathe, talked
on the phone and went to bed. i'm going out later again. off to kallang bahru. parents' friend's
hse again. is like never ending! i've got a game tmr. against chij tp. heard from my coach that
they were not bad. i hope we will be able to beat them so we'll make it to the semis! whoohoo.
haha. alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-02-07T00:13:00.000-08:00

okay. sch was alright the past 2 days. the days past damn slowly! i swear! sigh. well had
our match against ACS international. and we won them 5-0:) haha. and i received call from
her. but i missed it. got like 5 miss calls from her! den i called her back:) felt so good after the
call man! haha. tuesday was alright la. had math and geog test. both the tests suck! math was
quite difficult. and i didn't finish my geog test. we only had 15 mins to do geog test. wth la!
and she's back:) like finally! don't know how many million years! haha:) i'm so happy now man!
don't know why i'm not really euthu in cny this year. sigh:( maybe cuz of some stuffs la. i'm
freaking worried bout her. my heart really aches to see her like that:( sigh. i hope she will
open up. is not good to keep everything inside. i hope she's fine now! take care girl! don't
dwell on it anymore! loves:) gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-02-02T00:02:00.000-08:00

okay. sch has been a tiring week for me. we won our first 2 matches:) score for SAC was 3-2.
score for tkgs was also 3-2:) i was freak happy when we won TKGS:D whoohoo! we've made
history man! haha. yeah. house practice yesterday was alright. put not the umpiring part. some
of them didn't really know how to umpire. den end up, the players were unhappy and all.this
girl got hit by the hockey twice! and both times on the same spot! hell pain man! i be came a
first aider aft that! haha. she got hit like slightly above her ankle. the front part where the bone
is. helped her to ice it and all. it was real swollen. so poor thing la. sigh. combined sch trials tmr.
like 8am in the morning! i thought like aft a long week, i could sleep in and rest more. but no!
i have to wake up early in the morning. think i'll have to wake up at bout 645-7am. ard there la.
yeah. den i'll go home bathe and go cut hair. den i'll be out in the night. from sunday-wednesday,
it'll be quite a difficult time for me. sigh:( i'm feeling kinda lousy now. i need you here:( sigh.gtg
do my f&n alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-01-26T02:11:00.000-08:00

okay. have been busy with sch work and trainings. everyday there will be homework! is
so annoying la. and i have chem test next tue. f&n test on wed. geog test on thu. and bio test
on fri! and next monday wednesday and friday i have competitons! it will be a very very
tiring and busy week for me. sigh. don't think i'll have enough rest man! go back my chinese
o's result yesterdsay. B3 again! i'm damn diasppointed with myself! just a little bit more to
A2 and i can't do it:( sigh. tennis session with chelsy later. she booked the courts at 11am.
think i i will be late. i'm always like that! haha. match against SAC on monday. will be held at
kallang tennis centre. supporters are most welcomed:D well, nothing much to say alrd la.
tc:) see ya.
i miss you badly:(

2008-01-19T00:11:00.000-08:00

okay. sch was alright this week. except that sometimes i just can't take it and i fall asleep in
class. is either the teacher the teacher is too boring or i'm just too tired! haha. have been
revising my work everyday. i don't wana do last minute work again. ca is in 1 months time.
is time to start preparing for it alrd. i need to buck up on my chem. aft the class test, i'm
determined to put in more effort in chem. yup. and b div inter-school competiton is coming.
our 1st match is against SAC on the 28th jan. followed by tkgs, nygh, acs(i) and chij(tp). yeah
luckily were are not in the other group where they have mgs, scgs and cedar. all the better
schools. so hopefully, this year we can get into the semis! maybe even the finals! haha. yup.
i'm like doing my homework and using the com! haha. well, nothing much alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-01-12T00:28:00.000-08:00

okay. sch has been alright these week. have been awake in class these few days. told myself
that i cannot afford to sleep in class alrd. this year cannot play alrd. yeah. my pe teacher is mr
francis:D whoohoo! i mean he is like better than whoever la. yeah. i've got a tight schedule tmr.
i have tim sum with my cousins tmr. cuz is 1 of their birthday. den aft that i'm going to airport
to study with chelsy, karuna and crystal. den think i will leave at bout 6 like that. den i go to
go home bathe den i go to go out for dinner. whoo. and i have to wake up at like 930 tmr! and
is a saturday! was thinking that i can sleep in longer. but no! i have to wake up so early! there
goes my saturday man. hope that i'll get to sleep in longer on sunday man! haha. alright. gtg
alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-01-05T00:30:00.000-08:00

okay. sch has been alright so far. just that the time-table suck! and now, recess is only like
35 mins! 10 mins shorter than before! and 10 mins is alot! most of the subjects and still the
same la. so is quite alright. except for a few. especially __! and she is in-charge of us lor! i
think she will give us hell man! cuz she seriously don't like us! ahhh! i've told myself that
this is a very important year for me. i must listen attentively and i can't sleep in class
anymore! i must stop all my nonsense alrd man! i must be very very serious this year! i
needa study! okay. enough of sch alrd. tmr is the sec 1s campfire night. and i'm going! is
the last year that i'm going to attend the sec 1s campfire, so i will be there:) yup. and i've
stopped working alrd. right now, i need to concentrate on my studies. i will go back to work
maybe during the march holis. aft that i will mug for o's. den when o's is over, i will start
work during nov. so yeah. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2008-01-03T01:03:00.000-08:00

okay. sch has been alright this week. just that results are starting to come back. and some of
them were quite disappointing. yeah. well, is better to make the mistakes now rather than o's!
ss and accounts still not back yet. prolly we'll get it next week or something la. this week wasn't
a very nice week afterall. some stuffs happened and i'm quite shocked by how they handle it
and all. i thought they could handle it better. but oh well. i just hope that everything is alright
now. and everything will get back to normal. mission week next week. not really looking forward
to it though. yeah. i rather go camping you know. or maybe i'll just stay at home:) that'll be
even better! haha. prelims is in 3 months time! not alot of time left. i'm kinda in the studying
mood alrd. cuz if i don't start now, don't think i will have time to switch myself to stuying mood
later. so yup. alright. nothing much alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-12-31T00:13:00.000-08:00

tell me if i'm doing the right thing? why are they against me? i've alrd put in so much effort
into it and they just want me to stop like that. i mean i know i haven't been home early these
few days, and they are worried. i know they are worried and all. but shouldn't they just learn
how to let go? i'm alrd old enough to take care of myself. i'm not a 3 year old kid! can't they
just understand how i feel? i've alrd explain to them a thousand times and they still don't get
what i'm trying to say. seriously, i just feel like doing it. whatever their reaction will be, i can't
really be bothered anymore! i really really wana go against them! but i have to think of the
consequences! i feel damn irresponsible you know? and when i told them that i feel damn
irresponsible, guess what they said? i don't care if you feel irresponsible or not, i say no means
no. i'm not trying to say i'm a very responsible person. i mean this kind of thing is common
sense. they should know all about this logic! i'm so fucking pissed now! i wana jump down the
building man! ahhh! i'm off

2007-12-29T01:20:00.000-08:00

okay. came back from the chalet today. it was alright la. but the bbq part suck! haha. i don't
wana talk bout it anymore. anyway, i went town on the 2nd day of my chalet. watched movie
and i had sushi for dinner:D very long never eat sushi alrd! haha. den went back to the chalet
at bout 12 plus i think. but i didn't sleep until bout 145. cuz i was watching tv. yeah. woke up
at bout 9 the next morning. pack up and went home. reahced home at bout 11. unpack and
went to do my stuffs. den i went to take a nap. woke up at bout 515. wash up, talked on the
phone a while and i went to work. think my performance today was bad:( real bad! my manager
had to keep on asking me to do this and that.i know i'm having a running nose. but that is
totally not an excuse! alot of my colleagues are also sick! and they are also working. so i have
to work too! yeah. i better buck up tmr! seriously. yup. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-12-25T01:10:00.000-08:00

okay. i've been quite happy these fews days and i will always be:D haha. yeah. i'm not working
this few days until fri sat and sun. cuz i will be at chalet. it's my younger and my mum's
birthday! and my older sister's too! but she will be going to taiwan on the 26th so yeah. and
the chalet will be from 26th-28th.haha.can't wait for the chalet! and i might be going town
on thursday! whoo! gift exchange with my cafe colleagues tmr den aft that we will eat and
all. can't wait also man! haha. going to get my sch shoes tmr den i'll go out. den come home
rest and i'll head for my cafe. sch is starting! i don't know if i should be happy or sad. happy
cuz i can see all my friends. sad is that i have to wake up so early! well, no choice la. yup.
gtg alrd. tc:) see ya. BTW, MERRY CHRISTMAS:D

2007-12-20T01:34:00.000-08:00

okay. got my n's result yesterday. i was damn nervous la. they give out the result according to
your register number. so mine being number 29, i have to wait quite a while. and i was damn
scared la! seeing some people in my class made it and some not, i don't know if i shld be happy
or not. sigh. finally it was my turn! and i was fucking nervous! and i got 6 points! haha. but at
the same time i'm not very happy cuz 2 of them didn't make it la. was quite sad though. yeah.
den worked from 630-1030 yesterday. i always feel better at work:) not working tmr:) can
rest a bit la. but i'm also going out, so yeah. haha. can't wait for tmr man! and i will go get her
present tmr:D alright. gtg alrd. tc:)

2007-12-18T01:12:00.000-08:00

okay. haven't beeon posting for quite some time. is either i'm too lazy or i'm too tired cuz of
work. i'm starting to love my job now:D i don't know why also la. maybe cuz the people there
are nice and they will joke and play along with you that kind. i have gift exchange with my cafe
people on the 25th. aft that think we're having pot luck or something la. but i know i won't be
home early la. and my parents had agreed to let me go. so yeah. results will be out today! in
like 12 hrs time! i've been damn worried the past few days. or you can say week! haha. i know
what is done is alrd done. nothing i do will change it la. but i can't help but feel worried la. yeah.
don't think i will be able to sleep tonight:( which is a very sad thing. cuz i'm still working later
from 630-1030. i don't wana look like a zombie at work! haha. yeah. i'm going out on thu! and
i seriously can't wait man! and i'm gona go get her present:D haha. but the person still haven't
contact me yet. so it means the stock are not in yet. i hope it comes in by thu la. yup. gtg alrd.
tc:) i'm a happy girl:D

2007-12-12T02:00:00.000-08:00

okay. i'm dead tired. like seriously. but i'm having insomnia! i can't sleep at night! i'm like
really very tired but i can't sleep. den she'll have to entertain me until she fell asleep on the
phone! haha. have been working alot lately. i try to keep myself occupied all the time. if not
i'll start thinking alot again:( went supper jst now. it was alright la. have been losing appetite
lately. don't know why also. i can don't eat for the whole day! and i won't feel hungry. haha.
amazing huh? my whole clique's going out for dinner tmr except me:( cuz i'm working from
630-1030 tmr. i'm damn sad:( cuz some of them going holis den like cannot meet up with
them until xmas week or something. anyway, n's results coming out on the 18th after 2pm!
i'm damn nervous and scared la. well, there's nothing much i can do also. well, gtg alrd. tc:)
see ya

2007-12-04T00:25:00.000-08:00

okay. i'm dead tired. i didn't sleep at all on monday morning. i was watching tv and on the
phone until bout 340 like that. den aft that i went to change and all and went downstairs to
wait for rachel chue. cuz she took cab to pick me den kailyn. kailyn was damn slow la! she
took freaking long time to get ready. haha. got to the airport at bout 440. went macs to eat.
i had orange juice only. den went to the meeting venue. we were briefed den went to change.
we were suppose to be in charge of a sport. den bring them to check-in. den aft their check-in,
bring them upstairs foor reception and the minister's speech or something. i was in charge of
archery. the water-polo team athletes damn hot la! den most of them like got girlfriend one.
chue and i were discussing bout it! haha. kailyn was so poor thing! she did everything alone la!
den aft that left at bout 815. took bus 36 to her hse. waited for her and we went for breakfast
at the nearby market. den aft that her father send both of us to work. so i slept from like 10-1145 in the locker area. i slept until damn shiok la! imagine youdidn't sleep for like more than
24 hrs! haha. she had difficulty waking me up aft that. haha. i was half dead when i was
working la. haha. and i had to learn how to take orders some more!
woke up at 6 plus this morning. i couldn't sleep aft picking up her call. so i changed and
went out. i was wandering ard until bout 8 den i went for my dental appointment. den aft
that i took long bus rides:D my favourite! was emo-ing a little though! haha. got home at bout 1 plus. den i slept until 4 plus. bathe pack my stuff and off to work! packed food for her and
myself. i took orders today! i was damn stress la! seriously! have to ask this and that. whoo.
haha. but it seemed quite fun la. haha. i'm going cruise from tmr-friday. this timr i can go
shopping! yeah. leaving at bout 9 plus in the night. will be back on friday at bout 2pm. den
on friday i'm working from 7pm-11am! and i will be in the kitchen from 7-9 cuz they lack of
stuff inside.i don't what i will be doing?? haha. alright gtg pack my clothes. see ya:)

2007-12-02T03:41:00.000-08:00

okay. suppose to finish work at 11 today. BUT NO! finished work at bout 1130. cuz the
customers just sit there when they alrd know that we are closing soon. wth la. den ange
had to ask beeny to tell the customers that we are closing, den they left. clear and set the
tables and all. den rest a while and went home. reached home at bout 1230. i'm going to study
the menu soon. cuz i have to learn to take orders alrd. i'm kinda scared though! haha. yup.
sending the team singapore athletes off for the games on monday morning. have to be at the
airport by 5am! haha. think i'm cabbing with chue to the airport. aft that i'm going for breakfast
with ange. den we'll go work together. cuz i'm working at 12 tmr. yup. alright. gtg alrd. tc:)
see ya

2007-11-26T22:09:00.000-08:00

okay. have been working and going out for supper lately. and i'm very tired! have been working
on morning shifts since last thursday. so it means that i haven't been sleeping well. and i'm very
tired la. went kbox on sunday. and i played until damn high la! played the up down game! i'm
damn into the game now! haha. den aft that went for steamboat. i like the soup but there's too
much MSG in it. so i'm damn thirsty after drinking it! den accompanied her to go take her
laptop den went home. reached home at bout 12ish. slept at bout 2ish cuz i can't sleep. i didn't
sleep well the past few nights. maybe i've been thinking too much! so i cannot think too much!
haha.

2007-11-20T23:26:00.000-08:00

okay. have been quite tired lately. zhenyi and i finished work at 6pm on sunday. den aft that
we went to meet ange at kbox. den we sang played and drank until bout 12 plus. i felt damn
bloated aft drinking! cuz we played game, den loser must drink. haha. damn full! reached home
at bout 1 plus la. slept at around 2.
work at 1130-9 yesterday. so i woke up bout 10. ate a little and went to work. aft that went for
supper. zhenyi came to meet me. den supper with ange and zhenyi. yesterday drank quite a bit
also. have been drinking much these few days. yeah. didn't work today. but went shopping
with my mama. didn't really enjoyed la. cuz my drips came and i was having quite bad cramps.
den she told me to go guardian to get some pills. i really helped! haha. but it still hurt a little aft
that. den my mama bought me new phone! got the nokia 6120! is not bad la. yeah. like finally
i changed my phone! haha. class gathering tmr! meeting them at bout 1245 at vivo. yeah.
going to sentosa. i hope that the sun will be good tmr:D haha! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-11-15T23:26:00.000-08:00

okay. my life has been revolving ard work! haha. but i'm not working tmr. cuz i have a friendly
match against UWC tmr. and after that i have to rush to republic poly for team s'pore event!
whoo! the person just told me today only la! they always so last minute one lor. but anyway,
i'm still going la. haha! kinda looking forward to it though! anyway, no need to ask me out the
whole of next week or anything. cuz i'm working everyday except wednesday! and wednesday
is class gathering! haha. so i'm busy everyday! and the working hours are like 9 or 10 hrs kind!
i can really die man! alright. i gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-11-11T03:07:00.000-08:00

okay. have been working the past few days. so i was too tired to go online. yesterday was a
fun day. finished work at 9pm yesterday. den stayed back cuz 1 of my colleague's birthday
and farewell for another colleague. we smashed whipped cream on each other's face, smash
cheesecake also. haha. played until the whole cafe damn dirty. of course we had to clean up la.
haha. aft cleaning and all, took all our stuff and went outside to sit. they were all damn high la!
and we played monkey. suddenly i think bout some stuff and i was a little emo la. haha. i admit
that. cabbed home with zhenyi ard 1 ah. reached home bout 1 plus la. bathe and i watched tv.
i couldn't sleep until 5am in the morning! haha. woke up at bout 10 la. den worked at 12 today.
going out with them again later. going to eat supper cause another collleague leaving again. i
thought my mum won't allow. but she actually did:D haha. metting zhenyi at 930pm later. den
wait for them to fininsh work at ard 11. den we'll go eat:) training tmr! that's 1 thing that i'm
looking forward to man! haha. suddenly feel like hitting tennis balls! whoo! gtg. see ya:)

2007-11-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

OKAY. I WAS FUCK PISSED DURING TRAINING! SHE'S SUCH A FUCKING BITCH!
JUST FUCK OFF MAN! AHHH! lucky gwen was there and she totally agreed with me la.
if not i will just go mad! haha. yeah la. aft training came back bathe and watched tv. went
to old airport to eat just noe. look the food there:) so many variety. den my dad drove ard
den went home. working tmr. from 3-11. den friday 6-1030. sat is like 1130-930! like 10
hrs! but i have 1 hr break. so not so bad la. den sunday is from 12-5. yeah. i forgot tmr is
public holiday la. if not i don't work lor. no extra pay! haiyer. and from like 16 nov onwards,
they are going to open until 1am! you tell me who will go eat la! hope i don't kana that shift
man! alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-11-04T08:13:00.000-08:00

okay. i'll talk a bit bout thursday on the yatch. it was quite fun la. reached there walked ard
and we started cooking food to eat. den aft that the rest went to swim except for chelsy and
i. so only chelsy, pearl, juwel and i were left on the yatch. we played ate and watched tv! the
rest came back. they went to bathe and rest a while. den went for dinner. wanted to go play
the luge after dinner. but then we walked here and there den too late. cause the last bus back
to sentosa cove 930. so we had to take that bus. reached to yatch and cut cakes:D it was
crystal's belated birthday, her sister and her aunt's birthday! so we had 3 cakes! haha. only
xy, adeline, karuna, cherie, and i stayed over. of course crystal too! haha. den we cooked, ate
and played until damn high! karuna totally went high! she drank coffee with 4 packs of sugar!
and coke! haha. she's damn crazy! den we watched ghost whisperer and went to sleep at bout
2 la. the 'DOL' people had to go to school. so the rest of us continue to sleep. the rest came back
and we went to play the luge:D went to toilet before playing and my drip came! haha. but
nvm la. it wasn't very heavy. went back to the club. is at 1 degree 15! the place there very
nice:) wanted to swim but can't la. so i ate subway. we all packed food back to eat. went home
at bout 7 plus la.
worked on friday saturday and today. it was alright la. quite fun though. the people there
quite nice la. haha. training tmr! like finally! haha. i need to get tanned! i'm quite fair now!
compare me to last time man! haha. alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-10-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

okay. life have been alright these few days. work was alright la. haha. o's chinese paper tmr.
not very worried for it la. i also don't know why. haha. can't wait for after papers man! den i'm
going to crystal's yatch tmr man! whoo! and like all of us staying over except chelsy! haiyer.
she ah always one leh. but at least she's coming! haha. whoo! i really can't wait tmr! we're gona
have so much fun man! alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya!

2007-10-26T01:16:00.000-07:00

okay. school is finally over! whoo! i'm damn happy la. haha. went to school today. i already
planned not to go la. but fl had some meeting so she asked me to go school with her. and i
woke up late! haha. went to school mass den played captains ball with 4j:D I SWEAR SHE'S
A BITCH! she's damn irritating la. can't stand it. den had concert and everything. went back
to class and played tai te with fl and xuewen. haha. is fun to play with them:) went home after
school. damn tired. came home ate and fell asleep. just finish bathing. work at 6 later. meeting
zhenyi at 545 later. work ends at 10 today. den tmr is from 3-11! until closing can! den sunday
i forgot. must go check again. alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya!

2007-10-21T04:51:00.000-07:00

okay. worked on friday, saturday and today! always when i go to work, i can't wait to go home!
haha.cause my leg very be damn tired! i broke glass yesterday! so malu la. everyone stared at me! den zhenyi said my face turned white! haha. i was kinda scared! den my supervisor asked
if i was okay. need to go toilet not. they quite caring la. lucky never get scolded! haha. was kinda
guilty too! haiyo. school tmr. but i don't even feel like going la! school ends at 1pm everyday
this week. cause of o's thats why school end early. i'm so tired! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-10-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

okay. school was damn boring yesterday! not a single teacher came to class la! don't know why
i even went to school man! haha. just slept and played uno. den talk and all la. yeah. den mum
came to pick me after school. yup.
went yo chelsy's house today! and i played tennis:D it's been ages since i last played. i felt good
after playing! haha. can whack balls! den my dad was nearby, so her bought food for us. was so
full after eating! chelsy, karuna, cherie and crystal swam. den jr, xy and i just sat under the sun.
and i'm red now:D whoo! means i will be tanner! yay:) went to eat haato after that. ice-cream
rock man! den we had pasta and chicken katsu with curry. yum yum:D and we played taboo.
went home aft bout 5 plus. came home bathe and made sushi:D is not bad. so i can make it and
bring to work to eat during break! yup. no school tmr. think i'm also not going on friday. later
no teacher i waste time again. den i working on friday also. so i rather rest at home. going out
with my aunt and small little cousin tmr:D kinda miss him! haha. yup. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-10-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

okay. i had so much fun on thursday! we all went to marche to celebrate karuna's birthday:D
haha. we kept eating, talking and laughing! and we cam-whored! whoo! and karuna had a few
suprises! haha. and she like teared! think she had a wonderful day:D aft that accompanied
jiarui to go buy whites for her sister. cuz her sister got photo taking. went home at bout 7 plus.
went to work on friday. worked from like 630-1030. not too bad la. just that my legs and left
arms were aching! den saturday even worse! 2-1030! wa! my legs damn suan! den i had my
break alrd. so no choice la! tell manager i go toilet. haha. den went back aft that la. the people
there quite nice:)
worked from 1130-430 today. today not so bad la. but yeah. legs and arms still aching. lucky
i not working tmr! only like friday saturday and sunday. haha. i'm gona go mobtv to download
my show now! didn't watch my 9pm show on friday.whoo! can't wait man! gtg alrd. tc:)

2007-10-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

okay. i just came back from work. not say very tiring la. but my feet are damn suan! i stand
for like 4 hrs straight! and my back was aching! i felt so old! haha. rules there are quite strict. have to greet customers and all. den cannotput the tray on the table. have to hold on your
hand! lucky i can still manage! haha. den the people there quite nice la. at least they talked to me that kind. haha. when i just started, the supervisor brought me around to look. den the kitchen damn slippery! i nearly fall la! lucky she like hold me. haha. but it was quite fun. at
least it's a new experience for me. haha. yup. not working tmr. but working on friday and over the weekend. karuna's birthday tmr! and we're going marche to eat! chelsy they all booked
table alrd. whoo! haha. vivo again. haiyo. den friday and ovet the weekend also vivo! haha. alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-10-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

okay. n's finally over! whoo! haha. haven been relaxing the past 2 days. went kbox with csh,
gwen and fl yesterday. csh and fl sang and went high! haha. den gwen left. we left at bout 7
like that. cuz is until 7 only. den went home aft that. watch my 9pm show:D haha. den do much
today. went to vivo to get my cousin's present. cuz his birthday today. den i saw vino and
pearlene sim! haha. i shocked dao! den i just walked la. den went home rest a while, bathe and
went for his party! his's so cute! he is 3! haha. i'm working tmr! kinda excited but also scared!
cuz zhenyi not working tmr. so i'm alone! i hope i can get along with the rest. haha. i sacred i
serve the food and drinks to the wrong table! haha. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-10-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

okay. all papers are completed except for accounts. left with accounts paper! think geog paper
was quite difficult. as in the questions not straight forward one. have to think alot. other papers
were alright. math was kinda easy. i could do almost all the questions. yup. f&n paper today was
alright. haha. den accompany zhenyi to cut hair aft paper. den we went vivo to look for job.
waited for elaine chee and rebecca for quite long. so we started first. went to GV and toys'r us
to look. den they ask us fill in form. den zhenyi say go white dog cafe. so i okay lor. but manager
went for dinner. so we went back later. den talked to the manager and stuff. and we are hired!
haha. i'm damn happy! will start work like next next that kind. cuz he needs to plan schedule and all. den i need to start buying black pants and black shoes. whoo! haha. last paper on monday! den we'll party aft that! haha. gona chiong all the way alrd! accounts paper. will do
accounts over the weekend. gg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-09-28T07:13:00.001-07:00

okay. have been studying everyday since i come back aft sch. did math everyday. need to
practice more. patrons day today. damn boring la! den i fell asleep! haha. den we walked
back to sch. so damn warm la! they gave us muffins to eat. i don't think is very nice. yeah.
den mr poon gave us more accounts paper. i'm not gona touch accounts until like next friday
aft f&n paper. haha. den i'll have the weekend to study. geog and math paper1 on monday.
chem and bio paper on tue. math paper2 on wed. no paper on thu. den f&n paper on friday.
gona study tmr. cuz didn't do much today. mrs low gave back geog mock. i got like full marks
for every question! i'm damn happy:D but i didn't do one 8 mark and one 1 mark question.
if i did, i might get full marks for the paper! haha. cuz i thought there was something wrong
with the question. so i didn't do it. well, nvm la. haha. the 9pm show on channel 8 is damn
nice! is so exciting la! can't wait for monday night! haha. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya FINAL LAP!

2007-09-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

okay. sch has been alright for this week. did papers and more papers! bit i don't mind la. i need
more practice! gona get bio 2 year series on monday. it's a little late la. cuz mrs leong just found out today. and she ordered for us. so i'm gona do 1 paper everyday next week. so i'll finish it in
time! patrons day next friday. don't know if i should go to sch not. cuz is like go chruch and all.
den go back only english and accounts lessons. quite waste time. i rather stay home to study!
didn't do much today. did math and bio today. just can't wait for n's man! haha. nothing much
alrd la. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-09-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

okay. school has been alright la. have been working quite alot the past few days. went to chelsy's
hse on wed to do math. left her hse at bout 6 plus. reached home at 7 plus. den had geog mock
yesterday. think that it was alright la. den we were auppose to watch apartment 1303 today.
but in the end we didn't end. we ended up eating ice-cream somewhere near chelsy's hse. the
rock melon and choco banana is nice:) haha. going back to school tmr. to helpout in the teachers
run. i wana help take timing. haha. have to be in school by 645! is damn early la! haha. saisai
will be there too:D haha. we can help together man. den i will be at ps on sunday. for some ytsa
event at the milo booth. yeah. nothing much alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-09-09T03:08:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm back from cruise! i always have fun when i go cruise. the people there are so nice
and caring! haha. they're nice people:) played table tennis and arcade! i'm addicted to ghost
squad and time crisis 3! haha. is so fun la! i woke up the next day and my arms aching like
man! i shall go play again. went running too. ran 6 rounds ard the rooftop. think the track is
bout 300m or 400m. yeah. was very tired aft i run. cuz too long never run! haha. and i saw
NAT TAN! he's quite good looking! haha. school's starting tmr. and i have chinese o's prelim
tmr. and i can't go home aft the paper! i have to go back for lesson! haiyer. well, nothing much
to say alrd. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-09-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

okay.went to jiarui's house yeaterday. didn't go bowling. anyway, i have no time. i'm going on
cruise over the weekend:) i can relax. i can spend some time thinking and all. i gtg alrd. tc:)
see ya!

2007-09-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

okay. ss paper yesterday was crap! the sbq came out china one la! and we totally didn't study
about china. den i just read the background story and write. and the seq one came out the
swiss education! it was not taught is our syllabus! but i didn the nothern ireland one la. so it
didn't really affect me. yeah. aft paper came home. slept for a while. den the house phone kept
ringing. so annoyning! woke up watched tv and went for dinner. slept at ard 12.
woke up at 7 this morning. csh called me and asked me to go sch now. so i just said okay. but
i still had to wash up, change and all. she called and hurried me. by the time i got to sch was alrd
bout 735. gwen was alrd there. haha. put bag and we for paper. think the paper was alright la.
i just hope that i will do well in it. came home changed and went for lunch. den went to visit my
grandma. she's hospitalised. cuz something's wrong with her stomach. she can't shit! hope she's
alright now. yeah. going to play bowling tmr! with the whole clique. except for chelsy! she ah.
haiyo one leh. haha. oh i went to cut hair just now. now my head feels so light! haha. the auntie
so funny. watched the 10pm show on channel u just now. i love hk drama. esp those police police
kind one. damn exciting la! alright. gtg alrd. tc see ya:)

2007-09-03T07:19:00.000-07:00

okay. i stayed at home the whole day to study ss yesterday. and i think i'm ready for the paper.
but i only focus more on the recent chapters. i hope that it will come out! but i reas thru the
other chapters too.
went for brunch today. came home at ard 12 plus. den did the geog paper. have to hand in tmr.
i only did like 2 out of 4 questions. don't know if have to do all or not. nvm la. i don't have time.
so if mrs low ask just say i have no time, need to study ss. haha. going to meet csh tmr at
harbour macs at 1045. cuz she wants to eat macs breakfast. den we're going to study after that.
need to do some last minute studying. haha. yup. i'm quite scared for the paper tmr. but i hope
it will end soon! and i'm super super scared for english paper on wed. cuz my english prelim paper only got like 51! and if i fail english i'm dead! please wish me luck for my english paper!
i;m damn worried. cuz is like when i practice summary and compre in class i can do quite well.
but when it comes to the real paper, i don't know why i just can't do well:( sigh. well, i'll just
give my best shot! it's the final lap! TAN YI MEI JIAYOU! haha. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-09-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

okay. i've not been posting recently. partly cause i'm too tired and lazy. and also cause my n's
will start next week! ss and english paper next week. have been studying ss these few days.
and i still don't feel the stress or anything! i better start feeling scared or something. haha. i
didn't go sch yesterday. cuz i'm too tired. but think i missed out quite alot of fun. as in watch the
tecahers perform and all. but nvm la. haha. studied ss from bout 10 plus to 2 plus yesterday.
but break in between la. den went out with my aunt until 11 plus. reached home bathe and i
went to sleep! was damn tired!
went facial this morning. i wanted to come home after facial. cuz my face will be red and all. but
karuna ask me go play bowling. so i just said okay. haha. my face was quite red. haha. and i
brought my sister along too. cuz karuna said she was bringing her sister but she brought her
brother instead. her brother is damn cute la! haha. den we wanted to play bowling. but it was
so crowded! and is all the pro pro people plaiyng. so we went to play arcade. and i'm addicted
to time crisis 3! is damn fun la! i spend like $4 dollars on it! haha. didn't study much today. so
i'm going to stay home tmr to study ss. yeah. i'm going to have my mensus soon! cuz i'm like
mood swinging now! ahhh! i'm thinking too much now. sigh. she's not talking to me:( i mean
like why are you treating me like that? is was not my fault! i didn't mean it. sigh:(

2007-08-24T07:52:00.000-07:00

okay. this week has been alright la. got some results back though. got 54 for my accounts.
den math paper1 got 32/60. think my paper2 sure die one la. haha. i'm going for waterfest
on sunday. but is crystal's dad's private club or something la. haha. i'm not sure too. and is
all the way at TUAS! and i don't know how to get there! haha. but i really can't wait! got
kayaking, wakeboarding and banana boat! haha. i wana play wakeboarding! yup. more
results coming back next week! i have to start studying alrd! i will start tmr! do bio papers,
aoounts and ss. i shall do these 3 subjects tmr:) i must be discipline man! haha. alright. i
have nothing much to say alrd. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-08-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm still left with chem paper on monday. most of the papers quite difficult. geog the
tourism part is quite difficult. i love doing paper in the audi. very cool and quiet. haha.
nothing much happen these few days. but i still think that somethings not right. they still
seem to be _____. sigh. watched rush hour 3 with jr, chelsy, xy, crystal and karuna today.
the show is damn funny la! haha. laughed until stomache. shopped a while and went home.
watched shou zu. is damn saddening la. and have to wait until december for the part2! and
i didn't watch much of bao jia wei guo. cuz i went out for dinner. anyone wana tell me what
happened? monday is also last episode of bao jia wei guo alrd. sigh. what's wrong man? all
the show all ending. haiyo. haha. might be going to watch fireworks tmr. not sure yet. need
to study chem today. didn't study at all today. haha. alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-08-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

okay. airport with saisai yesterday was good. at least i did math, bio and a bit of geog. she
was late la! haha. felt a little irritated on the train. cuz the person kept walking here and there.
and his actions very big also. haha.
stayed home the whole day today to study. studied from 11-4. but rested in between la. den
watched the ndp encore telecast on tv. i just love the fireworks:D is awesome. aft that went
back to study for a while. den watched tv. just finish printing ss notes too. always like that one.
last minute. haiyo. no paper for tmr. but chi o's results back tmr! i'm quite worried though.
i want at least a B3. it's even batter if it's A2. haha. but yeah. i've worked hard for it alrd. so
i'll just wait for the result tmr. yup gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-08-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

okay. i had quite alot of fun yesterday. but the sports village thingy was boring! he said that
we will play game but nothing at all. so jasmin, victoria, lynli and i left. went to shop a while
and left to meet crystal, adeline, karuna, cherie and her sister. den we went to the hotel to
watch the parade. crystal's mum booked hotel. watched a bit and we went to the pool side.
czuse the room quite crowded and we can't see the whole stage. only like half. but the pool
there also can't see. totally blocked by the grandstand. haha. so we went to the roof top. cuz we
saw people there. but when we got to the top level, policemen we there and they said we couldn't go there. so we left and went back to the room. but we decided to go to the stairs
again. den no police so we stayed there to watch. den aft that the police came and chase us
away. haha. so we decided to go to the pool again for fireworks. can see better. the firewroks
was AWESOME:D is damn nice la. haha. love it! aft watching we went off. cuz crystal had to
go for dinner alrd. den we went marina to eat ice-cream, shop a while and went home. got
home at bout 1045. bathe and i knocked off. was damn tired!
going airport to study with saisai tmr:D at the same time i can sort my thoughts out there.
is a nice place to do some thinking. and i can be alone for a while too. yup. i'm going sch to
collect my chinese o's result on monday. cuz i have no paper on monday so i'll go to sch at
bout 10. results will be released between 10-11. i'm quite scared and worried. wonder how
i would fare. i hope that i do well, and i don't have to resit for the paper. but if i really have
to, i will la. yup. wish me luck! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-08-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

okay. had handing over rehersal english prelims yesterday. think the paper was alright la. not as difficult as i though it would be. gwen kept taking pics during the rehersal! haha. den i kept
wanting to laugh la. but i had to control a bit. some people thinks that she rock like shit. but
seriuosly, she suck! ahhh! and the weather was damn warm la! den we were like under the
sun for 20 mins twice. so it was like 40 mins! finally i've pass down my post. at least i won't
feel more stressed! yeah. the celebrations was alright la. until the singing part. that is the
only part that i always look forward to. cuz we'll sing and go high. haha. den sang a lot. aft
that went back to class toi take bag den accompanied gwen to lighthouse to find the japs.
but there were not there. den my mum called so i had to go off. ate and went home. did bio,
f&n and chem today.
going suntec with daphne to help out for some sports village thingy tmr. den aft that we'll
so watch fireworks:D can't wait tmr. haha.
sometimes there are tiems that i really don't know what to do. i just feel very lost. i don't know
if i should trust them anymore. i mean like i told her everything cause i trusted her. but i
didn't expect things to turn out like that. sometimes they do things without telling me. and
i feel that i'm so left out. should i just leave? maybe there are some things which are not
meant for me to know. there's nothing i can do about it. sigh:( i feel like :'( i cannot take it
anymore. i feel very vexed! like going to burst anytime! ahhh!

2007-08-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

okay. school has been alright this week. except maybe for some stuff la. i think i just can't
think why is it happening and all la. i mean like maybe this is not a right time for all these?
n's around the corner and all. so yeah. i just want everything to be over so that i can just
concentrate on n's. but actually you're not very great too you know! sometimes it's you're
lucky. that's it. ahhh! anyway, csh didn't come school yesterday. so gwen and i went to meet
her after school. met her at harbour and went to study. we were suppose to study. but gwen
and csh ended up shopping! haha. but i studied la. i mean it was time for me to stop all these
and start studying for n's. i wana prove to SOME PEOPLE that na student are not stupid.
what others do we can do it too! she thinks that she's very smart. asshole! den left at bout
5+ cuz met my aunt for dinner. ate and went home. den watched tv and went to study again.
den it was bedtime.
today was suppose to study with csh again at harbour. in the end, we ended up at gwen's hse.
we baked at her house. haha. left at bout 5+ again. cuz i wana make it in time for my 7pm show.
i managed to. haha. i'm meeting her again at harbour to study. i just hope that this time she's
serious bout studying! haha. everytime i wana study, she spoils everything! haha. gtg alrd.
tc:) see ya

2007-07-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

okay. sch has been alright la. except for some stuffs. yeah. yesterday was on the 195 bus with
saisai. den i saw this guy wrap his shoes with plastic bag. den i started laughing. he just didn't
wana wet his shoes la. but i found it damn funny la. den saisai and i started laughing damn
loudly! haha. stayed back for rehersal for a while yesterday. cuz we had to perform the
kompang today. den malu la! so many people staring. haha. think we played alright la. but when
they showed the slides and video, i kinda miss the place, the kids and the aunties! they're
nice people:D i miss the fun that we all had together. and i miss nadiha:( she's so pretty man!
sigh. den aft sch mum came to pick me and went for lunch. den home to study. yup. i'm
going airport to study tmr! yay:) airport is a nice place to study! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-07-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

okay. amazing race was quite fun! haha. i had losta fun man! but not the walking and climbing
part! that part really suck! haha. we cheated a little though:P haha. we had to go to 18 sites.
mostly ard raffles place area. den padang, fort canning, joo chiat, esplanade there also have!
like link her link there kind. we were all very tired! den it started to rain. so adeline and i
shared unbrella. karuna and crystal had cap. den we were running at some times. haha. but
some of the activity damn fun! esp using the stick to push the round round thing. and crystal
broke the stick! damn strong! haha. we were laughing like mad. den reached the finishing
point at bout 225. 5 more mins to the time limit. haha. den we watched the performance for
a while. we wanted to go back. but mr francis asked us to say cuz we were the only grp from
our sch to complete all 18 sites. haha. so we just stayed. den it was the lucky draw part and i
won! haha. i was kinda paiseh to go receive it though. so many people there la! haha. den i
just went la. it was $50 worth of bird's nest:D haha. den they announce the amazing race
winners and we dind't get any:( but nvm la. we all had fun:) den cab with karuna and crystal
to go home. was too lazy to take bus. home at ard 415. bathe, ate and i went to sleep. i was
too tired. the moment i lie on my bed i feel asleep. haha. woke up at 7 plus. my mum bought
durian so i had some. i'm going to stay home to study tmr. played the whole day today. alright
gtg alrd. tc:) see ya. i wana sleep!

2007-07-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

okay. this week has been alright. had geog mocks and f&n test yesterday. den today kellock
people came to our sch to run their 1.6km. and i had duty. help the teachers to take the kids'
timing. and i swear the teachers all damn nice la! and 1 of them damn pretty! haha. even
my sister said so! duty started from 8-1030. didn't go to class aft that. stayed at the lighthouse
area. den went to the canteen. my sister ran her 1.6 yesterday. and i saw her! and my pri 6
teacher too! haha. very long never see her alrd! amazing race tmr. with karuna, crystal and
adeline. haha. i kinda can't wait for it. cuz is like ard s'pore and all. haha! it's gona be tiring
though. shall go sleep soon! have to be there at 730 tmr. my mum's fetching me there. she's going go fetch karuna too! gtg alrd. tc:) see you
tclp! you don't think too much okay? you will be alright! don't worry too much! i will pray for you:) take care:) loves!

2007-07-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

okay. went to crystal's hse to help them with the ss project today. but i didn't really help
them. i just played with glenn and ate! haha. use the com too. glenn is so cute:D haha. they
took like 3 hrs to do the storyboard! haha. crystal's mum kept preparing food for us. ate
until quite full! haha. her mum's nice:) den aft they finish their work we played badminton!
haha. glenn is so cute1 he can play also man! den went home ate bout 6 plus. cuz chelsy
and crystal have tuition. so karuna and i went home together. den chelsy and crystal went
for tuition. took the same bus cause it was on the way. yeah. came home bathe and watched
tv. haha. was too tired to study. shall study tmr. my whole body is aching! think is due to
the training yesterday. ran quite a bit. i need to to 5 push up everyday to practice! seriously.
haha. and i can't go for ndp this year! cuz is only for the 3rd batch people! haiyer. i was
looking forward to it la! sigh:( got my speakers alrd! my mum got it for me. music:D haha.
shal stay home tmr to study. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-07-13T07:05:00.000-07:00

okay. the week has been quite tiring. training mon, wed and fri. i've decided to attend it once
a week from now on alrd. i need to study! prelims in 5 weeks away! sigh:( and i've not really
started yet. so TAN YIMEI NEEDS TO STUDY! ahhh! australians students came to our sch
for exchange programme today. is for those performing arts people. i think the band
performance is so coolios! haha. and i saw this quite cute guy! haha. but they going back tmr!
so fast la. i've got o's listening compre on annd n's english oral on monday! and i have to go
for oral first. so yeah. nothing much la. think i'll go get my com speaker tmr. the old one is
spoilt! sigh. i need music now! haha. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-07-07T01:46:00.000-07:00

okay. was kinda busy these few days. so didn't come online. had training on wed. it was
alright i guess. wanted to go for the syf night yesterday. but it was my grandma's
birthday. so i can't go. o's chinese oral yesterday. and i nearly died for the passage. so
many difficult words can! but the conversation was alright. it was about the kids
escalator accident thingy. when i was talking the 2 examiners kept nooding their heads.
like techno like that. my exmainer were 1 old and 1 middle age woman haha. their
quite nice. but the old one damn funny. when i finish talking and wanted to walk out,
she was like 'come i walk you out, you safety is top most priority'! haha. i listen alrd
wanted to laugh la. like out sch of terriorist or something. but their nice people:D
sihui so sway. cuz the middle agr woman was from china. and they have these kind
of accent when the speak. she asked sihui 'er, what's your opinion towards those kids
who wear pao mo xie. haha. she didn't know what was pao mo xie. so she just anyhow
answer. lucky she never ask me. cuz i also dont' know. but i think is crocs la. yeah. haha
aft oral, went home. it was kinda fast la. reached home at 330. rest a while and went to
bathe. cuz i had to go celebrate my grandma's birthday. went to marina mandrain for
buffet:) the food there is awesome:D and my dad's friend so nice. he's a chef. so he kept
taking food for us:) haha. the people there very nice. like you ask for anything they will
go get for you:) yeah. i ate until damn full. i love pistacio ice-cream:D is so nice!
going town later. cuz my uncle performing. so i'm going to watch! yup. gtg. tc:) see ya

2007-07-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

okay. yesterday was a fun fun day! i had losta fun ushering and marching with the athletes:D
met some of then at tiong macs at 1115. den ate a little a went off to the stadium. sec 2 came
kg, aish, daphne, ariel and i. while the rest went with jasmine, lorraine, victoria and lynli.
reached and we waited for victoria they all. den we went in to ssc main lobby to wait for edwin.
he came and brought us into the office meeting room. he brief us and split us into our groups.
went out to randy and he brief us. cuz we were the group that is going to march with the
athletes. and we need to hold some flare thingy. aft briefing we went to change. den hang ard
and played cards! edwin is so cute and funny la. his's team s'pore manager. and his's like si
hip! his shoes is like one white and one black. and the sole got teddy bear one la. haha. his
a nice person. SERIOUSLY! cuz i went to take water for jasmine. den i walked pass him and
he asked me why you so sad and angry? what happened? tell me den maybe i can help you?
den i said nothing la. haha. den he say don't bluff! den i say really nothing. den he say okay.
haha. he's so funnny. den we also had ushering duty to do. we had to usher the athletes to
their seats. so we took turns. did a while and went for dinner at 4+. damn early la. haha.
dinner was alright la. the fishball was nice! aft dinner went back for duty. and the guy collecting
the tickets is so irritating and demanding! hate him! we went to check the athletes list and
didn't see ms eileen's name. so we thought she was not coming. but later she appeared! haha.
was kinda surprised:D den later daphne and i went into the stadium to watch a bit of the
match. den we went back for duty again. we wanted to go inside the office for air-con but the
door was not opened. is like our sch kind. yeah. den we just hang ard the registration counter.
den edwin said we could go up and sit with the athletes and watch the game. so we went up.
den i went to look for chelsy they all cuz they came at like 6. damn late la. haha. den went
back. it was like 8 and we had to meet at 815 for the march pass contingent. changed into
the red team s'pore shirt and gathered. and the stupid guy went to find some 5 other guys
to take over the girls' place. cuz he thinks that girls and not up to it. come on la. it's just
pressing a freaking button! what's so difficult? actually the 8 of us got the flare. 9 of them
didn't take. out of the 9, 5 was guys. so jasmine, victoria, lorraine, liseah and i decided to
give to them. and they took. and we were like damn angry! is not fair la. nvm. we stc are
persons for others! haha. den the girl and why we so anrgy and all. he just suddenly take
those 5 guys! den next time recruit guys can alrd lor. ahhh! but aft that we angry until go
mad! haha. waited damn long to march out. FINALLY we can march out. den the stadium was
dark. lucky cannot really see. cuz the 9 of us at the back quite extra. and we took pictures
with ms eileen too! haha. i want the pictured man:D she's love la! haha. den we also sang
the 'live our dreams' song. the song is damn nice. the flare thing is so lousy! they say is just
a small spark! i thought it will be quite loud! wth la. haha. den we went to party! we went
to the band stage. and we sang and dance with them. aft a while i went to look for chelsy
they all. den went back to the office. the air-con was shiok! haha. den we had to return the
red shirt. cuz they say is only for athletes. so kiam siap. haha. so just return lor. wanted to
go for the 'lights out' party. den they suddenly say it was for 16 and above. so didn't. wanted
to go lau pa sat with the rest. but was too tired. so i went home. reached home at bout 1230.
damn tired. bathe eat and went to bed at bout 2.
woke up at 11 plus today. went for milk run. it was tiring. we walked most of it! haha. den
aft that we went to great world to eat a bit. den took bus with cherie to tiong den home.
that's what i did during this weekend. it was so fruitful. esp on saturday! somehow i will
miss the national stadium. sigh:( but the sports hub is coming up! i can't wait for it man!
what we cn do now is reminiscene the fun we had at the stadium:) bye national stadium. i
will miss you though. gtg. bye! is sucha lond post!

2007-06-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

okay. sch ws alright this week. just that i had training mon, wed and today. monday's training
nearly killed! we had like 45 mins of physical! i nearly died la! haha. some of my subject
teacher changed. chem and bio lessons are combined now. like with 4j and 4mm. like so
many people in a class. is quite difficult to concentrate sometimes. and my pe teacher now
is me eileen:D i'm kinda happy la. haha. yesterday was quite a fun day. came back home did
hw and went to tiong to meet the other ytsa people. cuz we ahd to go to stadium for briefing
bout the stadium closure thingy. it will be like happening later today. liek bout 5pm. and
i will be marching with the 600 athleles! so coolios la. den i'm holding some spark thingy. so
when they give the cue we have to light it up and all. haha. lynli, daphne, jasmine, lorraine,
victoria also marching. i hope i never miss any names out. cuz some didn't go yesterday. so
they will not get to march. and my other duty is to host the vip people at the vip box! and
we can also watch the soccer match at the same time! haha. got some tickets for my clique.
and they are going:) i can't wait for it now! but i feel scared at the same time. scared later i
never light up the spark spark thing. haha. nothing much happened in sch. suppose to go for
steamboat today but never. haha. gtg alrd. tc:)

2007-06-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

okay. oral yesterday was alright i guess. ms emily koh was nice:) i made some mistakes but
she asked me to try again! haha. aft that went to vivo to get my havaianas:D den went home.
rest a while and went to east coast. cuz my sister had some party at the coasta del condo. so
my mum say go to east coast. i just love the beach! reached home at 10 plus. bathe and i just
knocked out. was too tired. woke up at 11 plus today. went out for lunch. shopped a while and
went home. sch is like starting again! ahhh! i have 1 more day to play. well, it's always like
that. yeah. gtg alrd:) take care!

2007-06-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

okay. my day was alright la. just that i wasn't feeling well. i had diarrhoea 3 times. my aunt
brought me to the doctor. aft doctor she went shopping. she didb't dare let me go home cuz
shescared i faint half way! haha. so i just followed her. took the medicine and i felt better. but
my stomach still ache once is a while. and i saw quite a few people today. was suppose to go
chelsy's hse to play tennis. but didn't go in the end. reached home and i rest. went to sleep for
a while. english oral tmr. is at 1030. my teacher is emily koh! i think she is quite nice la. but
i'm quite scared though. haha. might be getting havaianas tmr. my mum said okay yesterday.
but just now i asked her for money and she said no! ahhh! i will go and ask her again. let's
hope that she will give me the money:) alright. i gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-06-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

okay. went to jiarui yesterday. it was quite fun la. with the badminton and pinata! haha. i
ate quite alot. cuz her parents kept asking us to eat! haha. they really prepare alot of food
for us. went home at 10 plus. chelsy's dad fetched us to bouna vista mrt. reached home at
11 plus. bathe and went to sleep. cuz i was very tired.
today was alright. kailyn said it was an ocip outing. and she said that alot of people going. so
i decided to go. and in the end, only kailyn, ferli, rahmuna and i la! had subway for lunch:D
den we went arcade! i played tennis! muna and ferli played ddr. and we played air hockey
after that. and i partner kailyn. never partner her! haha. den went to level 9 to watch the
chamber movie. watched see no evil! kailyn was damn scared! haha. but we forced her to
watch. haha. aft the movie, ferli went off. cuz she had training. i wanted to take neos with
kailyn and muna. but i was quite lazy. so i went off to taka to meet my mum. shopped a while
and went home. think i will stay home tmr. have been going out these few days. and i'm going
to chelsy's hse one thu. better stay home tmr. haha. take care:) see you

2007-06-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm back from cruise alrd. cruise was fun! i mean that i had fun la. haha. i had fun eating
and playing! i spent $50 on arcade! haha. now they have the 'kiap kiap' machine. the one that
you 'kiap' the toy and drop into the hole one. i 'kiap' twice and i caught it! there was once that i
caught 2 toys at 1 go:) i was damn happy la. haha. den i played daytona and gun. i swear that
the gun games there are damn dun okay! haha. besides, i played table tennis! i miss playing
it la. i ate a lot too. i ate supper everynight. haha. and jiarui's party is tmr! gosh! i will be eating
alot agaiN! haha. i need to lose weight man! shall go running. went out with crystal today. the
moment i came home, took my stuff and i went out. cuz i had to meet her. and both of us got
dinner at night. meet her at far east. bought some stuff and we went to the new shopping mall
called central. is quite boring there. most of the shops not opened yet la. but we had fun eating!
haha. we had fried mars bar, cheese sausage and calamari rings:) and i bought donuts home. i'm
down with flu. think i got it on friday night. i thought it was normal cuz i'm always like that. but
in the end it turned out to be flu. but i'm feeling better aft taking some flu medicine. jiarui's
party tmr. is all the way at CHANGI! is some country club la. haha. just got some ocip pictures
from crystal hong! tks neighbour:D haha. there's some ocip outing on tue at town. shld i go
or not? go or don't go? sigh:( gtg. bye! tc:)

2007-06-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm leaving in like 2 hrs time. i will be away during the weekend. i'm going cruise:)
like finally i get to put everything behind and go for a break. to be exact is just 2 days la.
cuz i will leave hse at 5 plus today. den i will be back by sunday afternoon. haha. yeah. and
when i come back i might need to go get something. not sure yet. i'm half way thru packing
my clothes alrd. still a bit left. i can't really bother cuz i also don't have much things to bring.
haha. haven't seen my clique for some time. i kinda miss them:( well, i will get to see them
on monday:) can't you just be more auto? don't come as and when you like. i thought you
were a nice girl. but actually you're not. can you please stop pestering! be smart and go away.
it won't be nice if we have to shoo you away! ahhh! stop being so irritating. i think chelsy
is having fun la! or maybe not, cuz she is there! haha. whatever it is i think she will still
have fun la. haha. well, i have nothing much to blog alrd. sai sai, take care when i'm away k?
saya cinta kamu:) will msg you when i'm back:D take care people! see you:)

2007-06-14T09:25:00.001-07:00

i love you sai sai:D

i'll blog more tmr before i leave. take care

2007-06-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

okay. i have been having math lesson for the past 3 days. i wake up at 7 plus ever since mon.
is quite tiring though. i haven't been having enough rest. i don't have enough rest since i come back from ocip. don't have enough sleep. i'm tired. really very tired. maybe i shld go back
to jengka 25(pahang) to have a break! haha. i love to! but sch's gona reopen soon! is quite
impossible la. yeah. went town with my aunt to shop. den i could not find the things that i
needed. but i bought her present:) math lesson tmr again. is the last one alrd. finally! i need
to catch some sleep. if not when sch starts i will start regretting! haha. i always like that.
i feel like going mia! sigh:( well, i gtg alrd. tc:) see ya. i miss my sai sai:(

2007-06-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

okay. i don't know why i'm blogging bout this but i just fell like. I MISS JENGKA 25 ALOT!
REALLY ALOT:(
-i miss HAPPY SPORTS:(
-i miss those 5 days that we spend together with the kids and the aunties.
-i miss the auntie who will scoop rice for us everyday without fail:D
-i miss the kompang that we took 3 days to learn how to play a song
-i misss nadiha, fatin O and am alot!
well, i just miss everything that we all did there. it's a camp different from the others. this camp
is totally awesome:DDD a camp that i will always cherish. you get to see the different side of the
world. the kids and adults there live a simple life. they cherish the things they have there. they
can just use they fingers to catch the flies just like that. if i were to be like them, i'll just scream!
i can just say that all the good memories will be kept deep down in my heart. once in a while i'll
take them out to reminiscene:) thikn of the wonderful time that we had spent together:D that's
all i have today:) take care people. loves:)

2007-06-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

I LOVE TAN KAIYYN:D

KAIYLN! you better be greatful ah! haha. today was alright la. woke up at 11 plus. watched tv
and eat! i feel so pig. eat sleep, eat sleep. haha den i did a bit of math today. i must start studying
alrd. now that camp is over. i must get serious! math lesson tmr. from 8-11! is damn early okay.
but i still have to go la. if not later she siao siao call my mum den die! haha. yup. nothing much
for today la. actually i came to blog for kailyn. if not i won't be blogging today. haha. kailyn ah!
alright. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-06-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

okay. i think i'm sucha a pig la! i woke up at 11 plus. den i had brunch. den aft that i went back
to sleep again. i slept until 4 plus den woke up. omg la. haha. i slept so much. cuz i'm too tired
and i just came back from camp. yup. i uploaded some pics from the camp on my friendster
alrd. if your want can go to my friendster and see. cuz i lazy to upload on my blog la. haha.
sorry ah. i miss the aunties and the children esp nadiha! she's so pretty la! when she cried
when we left, so was so cute la. alot of other children cried too. so poor thing can! i wana go
back at the end of the year. to see all the kids and aunties who cooked for us. sigh:( wonder
what are they doing now. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-06-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm back alrd! the camp was quite fun la. but sometimes it kinda boring. but the children
there re damn cute and nice:D they are very nice people. i had alot of fun with them. cried when
we were leaving yesterday. was kinda sad la. den when you see people cry you will also cry one
what. so yeah. haha. we learnt how to made ketupat. as in the real one la. got rice inside one.
haha. we made it for the grand dinner night. we had to perform on the night. i had to perform
2 songs and the gompang. the gompang is fun:) i miss playing it man:( we went for caving too.
but it wasn't as bad as taman. i expected it to be like taman. but this time was so much more relaxed. is should be caving cum trekking la. haha. we trekked and caved. we went to 5 cave i
think. the person say one. den the told us some stories bout the cave and all. it was quite
interesting though. i found out bout some other things during these camp too. i shan't talk
bout them la. i miss laughing and playing with HAPPY SPORTS:( i had so much fun with them.
thank you happy sports:D love you all! i miss my sai sai(rachel chue). haha. sai sai was with
me when i cried on wednesday. tks sai sai:) love you. i miss the aunties who served us food and
all! they damn nice la. i miss the auntie who scoop rice for us everyday! is always her! sigh. we
all said goodbye to all the sunties before leaving. damn said la. den i started crying. cuz damn
sad. the scoop rice auntie kept crying la. so poor thing. sigh. i miss the aunties and the kids:(
guess what? on the train there, there was no air-con! it was so warm la. i nearly died can! haha. was so worried that on the way back will haveno air-con too. haha. the train ride was delayed. suppose to reach at 11. den the person sayreach at 3. in the end we reached at 4! so late la. haiyer. and we had so many things to carry. i might be going to m'sia on monday.not sure yet. but i got math class too. how? think my mum booked the tickets alrd. sigh. i didn't tell my mum i got class. what if they call how? cuz i will be going with my aunt and sister.if she calls, i'm just gona die! haha. can't think of any other stories. if i can i will blog again. gt alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-06-02T09:12:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm will be like leaving in annther 4 hrs time. my dad fetching me to the train station.
but my dad will go and fetch elaine yeo first. i won't be sleeping cuz i wana finish watching my
show. is some taiwan drama. is disc la. so i wana finish watching before i leave. yesterday was
such a day man! went to sch in the morning for bio. den had chinese oral. think i screwed it
up la. i can't read a lot of words and the conversation just suck! haha. aft that sat in the canteen
with teresa. wwaited for khoongeok. den we changed and started doing the instructions thingy
for the kids at malaysia. went to the hall to take the gifts and all. this was the interesting part!
i called khoongeok and they were in the band room. so teresa and i went in there. and i started
playing the band. cuz we have never been in there beofre. so i fun it quite interesting. den the
girl inside the room also never say cannot play or go in. so just went in la. den later the peixiu
shouted at us la! WTH! i knew we were wrong la. but that doesn't give her the permission to
shout at us! she was like do you know this is the band room! your are not allowed in here! den
we said sorry and went out. den later another 2 sec 3 girl came and shout at us again! like WTF!
i wanted to ask her why are you shouting at us? not like we killed some one or anything. they
also say what if anything inside goes missing or the instruments is spoiled? what who the hell
will bohter to steal or spoil the instruments. not like they are very nice or anything. den the
band conductor came and talk to ask and all. she asked the 2 sec 3s to apologised. den we said
is alright. we were at fault too. the conductor asked for our names too. so we just gave. den we
decided to apologised to the conductor. and she said lots of things and all. den don't know which
person go complain to ms sim. and she wanted to see us. i thought she was going to scream at
us but she just talked. we could still laugh and joke. den she say each instrument cost 2k and
all. den i was like next time ask the band people don't march on the netball court la. it belongs
to the netballers! den she just kept quiet la. band room only belongs to band people! WTH la!
there's no logic. so does it mean that netball court and netballs belongs to the netballers? den
hockey pitch belongs to the hockey players? they are so rubbish. i;m gona curse them like
shit. we got shouted for nothing.
okay. i got alot of thing to carry! my bag, 5 rugby ball and 2 volleyball balls. is so heavy la. nvm
we will take turns to carry! haha. yup:) i;m going to watch my show! i will be back on friday.
so till then. gtg alrd. take care people:) see you soon!

2007-05-29T07:59:00.000-07:00

okay. ocip training was alright. the ytsa are in the sports and our grp name is HAPPY SPORTS:)
haha. we gona teach them play rugby. we're gona try it out tmr to see how. fl and i are in the
same grp. and elaine yeo and geraldine are in the same grp:) planned all the things and all
today. lunch at bt purmei. den we took cab back to sch! it was like only $2.50! haha. i think
the uncle is quite angry. wait so long to fetch people and our fare is only 2.50! haha. went back
and continued planning. had a short malay lesson with ms siti. learned some malay words that
we might need. but it's alright. ms mas will be with us. and we also have rahmuna and aneesa.
haha. but i heard they can't speak well. but nvm. haha. training tmr again. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-05-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

okay. finally chinese o's is over! i've been waiting for this day to come man! haha. but i think
that paper 2 2nd passage is difficult! i don't understand the passage man. overall i think the
paper is quite difficult la. i was sitting right in front la. in front of the invigilators! and they can
see me very clearly! haha. went home to change and went to vivo for lunch with collette and
sandra. had long john. den cherie and chelsy came. so we went for training. training was alright
la. still need to work alot on my forehand! i can't wait for thr student and teacher competition!
haha. i think is gona be so fun man:D some more i'm going to partner mr francis! haha:) f&n
evaluation tmr from 9-1. den i have ocip training from 10-6! woo! is so long. i'm going f&n for
1 hr den i'll go for ocip training. there is also ocip training on wed from 10-6! and i have chinese oral workshop on wed from 830-930. wth la! ahhh! i have to be in sch for the whole week
except thursday cuz is a public holiday. i think if thu is not a public holiday, i will also need to
go to sch! sigh. sch holiday is so *&^%$#@! camp on sunday some more. like that how to have
enough energy to go for camp? sigh. well, gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-05-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

okay. sch holis is here! but is like not holi like that la. every week have to go back to sch for
extra lessons.got bio, chem, math and english lessons. and i have to go back to sch on tue and
wed for the ocip training. is like from 10-6pm for both days! my mum was like go for what?
count mosquitoes ah? haha. got back my report book today. 3 rd in class. but i failed 1 but
borderline pass all the ohter subjects. it shows that my class standard is quite low. so yeah.
went to bukit merah with elaine yeo and geraldine for lunch and went back to sch for ocip
briefing. told us what we will be doing and all. what groups we will be grouped into. but haven't
say what are our groups yet. i wana be in-charge of the sports events one! haha:) think it will
be so fun man! suddenly i can't wait for the trip. think i'm going for the food fair tmr. cuz my
mum say she wana go. yup. holi training are on also. i need to train more! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-05-20T05:14:00.001-07:00

okay. the week has been alright. had tim sum for lunch today:) very long never eat alrd. den
came home rest and watched tv. never go out aft that. checking papers tmr! all the subjects.
i didn't do well for my chinese. so i have to work on it! next monday is o's alrd. and i'm still like
so relax and all. i must start working! i'm damn scared for tmr la. esp accounts! wa my heart
will just drop out if i fail man! sigh. i'm going for the ocip trip to m'sia, pahang. think is ard taman
there. cuz sec 3 when we go taman is also ard pahang. is from 3rd-8th june. like in 2 wks time
i will leave alrd. haha. is like damn fast. and we're going and coming back by train:) love it!
but got cockroach one. that's one thing i hate! well i don't know why but i can't wait for the
camp! we'll be going to organice english camp and run sports event there:) haha. i can't wait
man! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-05-17T18:20:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm having english now. but mr dill said we can surf the net so yeah. lwts talk bout wed:
i went home to change and went to tiong to meet gwen ferlai and sihui. den we went to fairprice
to buy all the food we need and went to gwen's hse. packed all the food and we went to play
xbox! played and lam came. she brought the food too. den went to prepare the food at bout 5. den we started bbq-ing! so fun:) watch kuai le yu at the same time! haha. den we ate and
watched tv. den i went home at bout 10. gwen's sister and mum so cute la. haha. as in the
way they talk and all. yeah. went home bathe and slept. was very tired.
thursday: woke up at 1015. wash up and went for dental. i waited for 1/2 hr alrd den they say
that my doctor is on urgent leave. WTH! is the3rd time alrd. so i went to get something before
meeting xuanya and chelsy to go town. reached tiong and xuanya came aft a while. went to
raff;es place to meet chelsy cuz she was a lost kid! haha. den met laura and crystal. went to buy
tickets. watch 200 pounds beauty. went to pastamania for lunch den we went to watch movie.
the movie is so nice! but it was kinda sad:( the girl so poor thing:( but the guy and girl very
compatible! haha. the guy so good looking and the girl so pretty:D i creid okay! haha. but
not as bad as laura la. haha. went to play arcade aft that. so fun! and we played pool too! haha.
den went taka to get food and went home. reached home at bout 7 plus. watched tv and ate.
today is such a bad day:( got back my math paper 2. i got 19/40! like 1 more mark! wth la!
sigh:( and ferlai gwen and sihui all not in sch. they pangseh me la. if is not because of the form
i also don't wana come to sch. i'm not feeling too good:( bye
I MISS OBM:(
I MISS IRAU:(
I MISS MUKRIM AND MEERA:(

2007-05-12T03:48:00.001-07:00

okay. i still have 5 more papers to go. math paper 1, accounts paper 1, bio, chem and f&n.
sigh. i'm so dead for this sa. i started very late. and is 16 days to chinses o's! and aft sa, we
will have intensive chinese class. 3 hrs every of chinese everyday! normally 90 mins i wana
die alrd. imagine 3 hrs! walau eh. sigh. can't wait to go gwen's hse man! AHHH! i gtg alrd. tc:)
see ya

2007-05-05T07:52:00.001-07:00

okay. have been studying these few days. and i don't understand some of it. so i think i'm
gona fail accounts. and i seriously need accounts tuition. if not n's i sure fail accounts one la.
dental on monday at 12pm. so i will be leaving school early and i'm not going to go back! haha.
den i'll go vivo to meet fl gwen and geraldine to watch spiderman! i can't wait la. heard that
it was quite nice. but the ending is quite sad. i don't know what's wrong with fungus! scolding
people for nothing. maybe she's menopausing. haha. she has been siao these few days. don't
know what's with her la. the 2 of them take turns to siao. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-04-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

okay. sch today was alright. nothing much. had chinese paper today. i think it was alright la.
not as difficult as i thought. and i heard that this was our prelim paper! if it is, our paper will
not be very difficult i guess. yeah. had pe, played captain's ball. and hockey was being filmed.
and i appeared on the news! haha. i saw ferlai and all playing. den mr francis, woo and ying
ying was interviewed. den now i think hockey will benefit alot. like those peoplw who watched
will know our sch good in hockey! haha. primary sch kids can come in thru dsa also. so they will
not lack of hockey players man! haha. yeah. went to gwen's hse aft sch to play. told my mum
that i went there to study:P went with frelai, sihui and elaine yeo. and first thing csh did was
look for food! haha. her maid prepared foos for us. watched scary movie 4. and half of scary
movie 3. wastch half way and went to play xbox with frelai and gwen. we kept eating la. we
ate ice-cream, crabmeat, sausage and alot la. haha. felt like a pig man! went home at 545. cuz
i had to go for dinner. no sch tmr. i shall take this chance to study! haven't been doing much.
prolly cuz i know that ca and sa will not be counted in n's. but aft june holis must chiong like
sai alrd. haha. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-04-27T07:09:00.001-07:00

okay. so i'll make a short post. sch today was alright. did some quiz during assembly today. was
quite fun! i thought that i will be boring and all. haha. we can use the credits to build buildings!
haha. it damn cool. went home aft that. did accounts and chinese when i came back. flag day tmr.
have to reach jurong mrt before 830. damn early la. and i'm quite sleepy now alrd. so i'll go sleep soon! so gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-04-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

2007-04-25T17:28:00.001-07:00

okay. having f&n now. but mdm lim went for syf so we got 4 free periods! yay:) school has been
alright la. just that i have to get serious to work alrd. chinese paper next monday. english paper
on wed. and the damn relief teacher keep walking ard! so irritating la. have been very tired
recently. i slept at 830 on tue night. and i didn't wake up at all until 6 plus. haha. i sleep until
damn shiok la. training has stop due to sa. i miss training. maybe i shall go chelsy's hse and play
with her man! haha. yup. nothing mush. gtg tc:) see ya

2007-04-22T02:50:00.001-07:00

okay. went out for lunch just now. shopped a while den came home. did ss and math just now.
i'm still feeling very tired. i'm down with flu and cough. probably cuz of all the shouting on friday.
and the loud hailer wasn't with me. ms quek took it. so yeah. took panadol alrd. and my
temperature has been 37+ since friday. so i'm kinda worried. and i think i pulled my left lower
arm muscle. is damn pain. since sports carnival is over, i shall start studying alrd. haven't been
studying alot cuz of sports day. cuz had to prepare alot of things. i will start studying. if not i'll
regret when i take my results. i always like that. haha. so i shall study hard for this term:) n's
coming. and i'm damn scared. like 10 points for 3 subjects! yeah. pe tmr:( i don't feel like going.
but what to do? gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-04-21T01:39:00.001-07:00

okay. today was alright. woke up at 11. i slept at 11 yesterday night! i'm damn tired la. sigh. and
my whole body is still aching esp my left lower arm. damn pain la. like no strength like that. i'm
like prepared for all the scolding and nagging from ms quek and mr francis. cuz is like yesterday
ms quek kept making announcement for the spoon race ytsa. den i think they took quite to go.
den mr francis didn't talk to us. maybe he's angry with us or something. we'll see how on
monday! yeah. maybe they shld organise this once every 3 years? i didn't go to the dunking
booth la. so sad can. i wanted to dunk so many teachers. sigh:( people enjoy whilst we work so
hard. well, thats our job. going out for dinner later. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-04-20T07:09:00.001-07:00

okay! finally it's all over! sports carnival was a success! i'm damn happy that all our preparations and hard work paid off:) WELL DONE YTSAs:) but i am kinda sad that marie got
2nd for both cheerleading and the overall champion. sigh:( well, we can always work hard again!
should i say that iron girl was a success? cuz it was kinda messy and all. and some of the helpers
didn't help out. they just went off. and some of the girls didn't finish the challenges and they just
went off. den at the last minute they come and they say wana go the sit-up. den mr francis
didn't allow. den they kept begging ms eileen when she salrd say cannot. so wth la. the collating
points part was also kinda confusig and difficult. but i'm glad we still got the winners and all.
didn't really went to the stalls. and i didn't get to dunk the teachers la. so wth! ahhh. nvm what
to do? we are the helpers. but the watermelon race was so funny la. haha. didn't really watch the
cheerleading too. but watched marie's one. is so nice:) but they didn't win. but it was close! like
3rd and 1st was only 4 points difference! packed everything, took all the things to the staff
lounge. so teresa aish and i went to see if we can get free drinks! we had to help carry all the
cartons of canned drinks from the hard court to the canteen! den jasmine and i kept playing
with the trolley! haha. damn funny! and she kept making fun of aish's name! so aft carrying all
the drinks, each of us got 2 cans of drinks. and i have 4 boxes of cereals. olivia asked me to take.
so i just took la. left at ard 8. waited damn long for the bus. reached home at bout 830. bathe
and i just sat in front of the tv. too tired to move alrd. my legs and arms are all aching. and i
had a slight fever. took panodol alrd. i damn scared is dengue or hfmd la. cuz i have mosquito
bites! but i think is nothing la. cuz maybe i was too long under the sun. yeah. later i go sleep
den tmr shld be fine alrd. i shall stop scaring myself. gtg alrd. tc see ya.
I LOVE THE YTSAs:D

2007-04-18T18:41:00.001-07:00

okay. i'm having f&n now! 4 periods okay! finish doing the time plan and food order list alrd.
so now i'm free. but mdm lim asked me to see if i wana make changes for the other things. but
i too lazy la. later den see how. haha. had training on moday. was alright la. my class didn't stay
back for napha cuz we finished it during pe:D so i went vivo with sihui to wat ben & jerry's! had
chocolate fudge brownie. it was damn nice:) love it. den chalsy they all came also. the queue
was not very long la. likt within 5 mins we got our ice-cream! walked ard a while and went
home. sch yesterday was alright too. didn't go for training cuz had to help ms quek to prepare
for sports carnival. had to make the things i need for iron girl, den help put up the banner, help
pack the prizes. the prizes are so *&^%$#@! haha. aft everything went to help paint the banner.
cuz they haven't finish painting. stayed in sch till 7pm la. when we left the marie people still
painting the banner! reached home ard 720. bathe eat dinner watch tv and i went to slp! cuz i
was too tired to do hw. have to stay back again today. have to paint the field for the games and
move table and chairs. i hope it doesn't rain tmr! if not all we'll just laugh. that's what ms quek
said. haha. i asked her if rain how? she say just lagh lor. haha. gtg do my decision making now.
gtg now. tc see ya

2007-04-14T08:06:00.001-07:00

okay. went to sch today for sports carnival briefing. we were sitting in the conference room from
8-11! ard there la. ms quek briefed us for a while. den later mr francis briefed us till 11. we had
to plan the activity we are in charge. was suppose to be in charge of 7 wonders of the world. den
later ms quek asked me to do iron girl with jomaine. we have to plan out the instructions,
possible problems that might happen. and our race is the most difficult! cuz there are like 4
challenges and all levels are taking part! so yeah. we'll see how it goes la. and we also have to
plan for the logistics! must check if we have medicine ball, pails, 1.5 litre bottle, etc. alot of things
to do! yup. aft that planning all, went town. had to sell flag. waited for geraldine and we went to
collect the tins. 2 person to 1 tin:) i think is easier and better. went ouside paragon to collect.
some people are nice:) but some are not! and 2 person donated 10 bucks! damn generous la.
haha. was kinds shock. when you say s.p.c.a.'s name out, they will donate more! haha. aft a
while, went to look at the NS exhibition. it was quite cool la. den the officer say can i donate? den
i can't hear clearly, i thought he ask me wana go in? den i shock la. den he say again can i
donate? and i say yes yes of course! haha. so funny. walked ard and went back to sell. den it
rained. so we went to walk again. den went to return tin at bout 4 plus. den went home aft that.
my legs are aching! might have to stay back next week to prepare for sports carnival. so i
think it will be a busy and hectic week! alright. gtg alrd. tc see ya:)

2007-04-13T04:12:00.001-07:00

okay. school was alright today. lessons was alright. aft english all of us chiong down to the
canteen! cuz they said that milo van will be here at 9! but the milo van wasn't here. so went fot
bio. den later they make announcement that the milo van broke down so it won't be here.
when we heard that all of us was like 'HUH'? even mr ng guo hui did that too! haha. i was
craving for the milo and i;m still craving for it now! sigh. think they will come next week during
sports carnival. yeah. aft recess was 2 periods of chinese! did mock paper. did paper 2. i nearly
feel asleep! the passage was so boring! finished the paper in time. actually not really la. i still
had time to sleep. haha. yeah. den napha was cancelled due to heavy rain! was kinda happy. cuz
i'm having drip drip now. and i don't like to perspire when i'm having it. is super uncomfortable!
so came home early. did hw and revised a little. going to do some more later before mahjong
session with my parents:) it's been some time since i last played. have to be in sch at 8 tmr. have
to paint banner for sports carnival. there will be briefing tmr too. don't really wana paint cuz aft
that i have to sell flag. meeting geraldine outside subway at far east. cuz venue is at goodwood park. so high class ah! haha. gtg do my f&n work now again! the coursework forever cannot
finish doing one la. gtg. tc bye:)

2007-04-12T04:58:00.001-07:00

okay. school hasn't been too good. stress with work and some other stuffs. in front of me, she
apologise to me and so nice and all. but behind my back. she went to tell all of them. like wth!
if you wana tell them den don't you shouldn't even apologise to me. cuz one of them reminded
me when i talked to gwen on tue. that was how i found out too. stop being suck a freak will you?
look who's the lame one? you la. will you just go back and refelct and think about it. who's the
one also thinking that is very funny. you! so will you just wake up? nafa[sp?!] test tmr. and
there will be milo van in sch from 9-12pm! yay :D we're all going to bring bottle and fill it up
with milo! haha. i can't wait for the milo man! is like so cold and thick! haha. alright. gtg alrd. tc:)
see ya

2007-04-06T08:40:00.001-07:00

okay. the week wasn't very good. all cuz of fatshit. she's so irritating! first of all, she was
checking our attire and nails and all la. den i didn't see that her nails were long. cuz i only saw
the shorts ones. den her last finger was the long one. den she also never say. den i told gwen
and elaine yeo that walau, so short still wana cut! den she heard and she shouted at me! WTF!
she was like what right do you have to talk behind people's back. you don't say the comment
out, you keep to yourself! i was like i'm not even talking to you! i was talking to elaine and gwen!
den she say she's gona ask every subject teacher to mark down on my attitude including my
cca teacher. she also say if you continue with this attitude, i'm going to call your mum down and
i'm gona have a good talk with the both of your. i was like call all you want. in the first place,
she didn't even respect us! so why must i respect her? even if she's going to ask other subject
teachers bout me, i doubt they will say anything bad. maybe just that i talk too much or too
playful. thats it. when she said bout the subject teacher stuff i felt stress for a moment. i mean
like others don't have to be marked down. i'm the only one! is so unfair! i controlled. den later
i was saying it cuz i was too angry! so i couldn't take it alrd. i let it out. she's the first teacher that made me cry okay! that's why i hate her more! irritating fatshit. i was freak pissed with her! and
she changed my place form the front to the back! WTF! it meant something la. please la. like
from the front to the back. stupid one also know can! den later geraldine kana also. cuz her
parents doesn't allow her to cut her nails till too short. cuz it will hurt and will have in grown
nails. den she say i don't care i don't wana see the white part. den geraldine very angry. and
fatshit threaten too call her mum or smth. den later she dismissed the class. den she say i
don't want people to say their comment out. keep it to yourself. so obvious that she's refferring
to me! and fatshit said smth and geraldine said rubbish. i swear she was damn angry. den she
talked and all la. oh and she say that she don't pick on individually. but i seriuosly think that she does! not only me. the rest also think so! den she want to see me. so wendy they all were like
'huat' ah! haha. i was laughing. den she act act la. can you meet me at 11? i was like huh? den
she pat me and say a while only la. so ass can. geraldine also must see her. so reccess went to
look for her. took our time and all. she apologised to us for what she said. she say she said it in
a moment of anger. whatever la. i came home and still complained to my mum. my mum said
she might have mental disorder or something. haha. cuz she's really too concern for us to the
extent that we don't like it. and she kept using the captain thing to stress me. she's like you're
a captain. you never respect your peers so how do you expect them to respect you? like in
what way did i not respect them? ahhh! she kept using the captain thing to stress me! like
wtf! i go to sch to learn not to be captain or anyting. she can complain all she want. atmost i
don't be captain la. my mum say if she stress me with the captain thing again she will go to
sch and see her. my bloood is still boiling now okay! though she asked us to but it aside. but i
just cannot. ahhh! WTF!
went to chelsy's party yesterday. we had so much fun! haha. and we drank wine! we very high
class one lor. haha. cuz her mum say that barcardi low class. haha. so she didn't get. and zhenyi
got high! she kept disturbing chester with the sally thingy. haha. so funny. went there to help
her and all. den the rest came at 7. ate drink and play. talked until 11 plus. den xy's dad sent
some of us home. came home at 12. bathe and slpet at 1. woke up at 6! cuz dad went to china
den have to sent him off. he went to bai his dad which is my ah gong. haha. going to adeline's
party tmr. see how. if my thing comes, i'm not going. cuz i'm pms-ing now. yeah. even if i go i
have to be back early. gtg alrd. tc see ya

2007-03-31T01:53:00.001-07:00

okay. woke up this morning feeling very tired. maybe cause this whole week stayed back in
sch plus the c div tournament ended on wed. didn't really have time to relax nad have fun.
yup. my sister having tuition now. aft her tuition going to tampines courts. cuz my mum wana
get something from there. training gona be 3 times per week for me. and i'm gona make the
effort to go for every training. i'm gona train very hard. so that b div will be in semis next yr:)
tahst will be our goal for next year. work hard stc tennis! we can do it:D alright. gtg alrd. tc
see ya

2007-03-30T07:15:00.001-07:00

okay. yestersday sch was alright. had 4 periods of f&n! and it was super boring! didn't have
practical but did experiment on egg. mdm lim is so irritating la. she kept scolding people. den
she kept calling me to sit 'out'. actually is sit up! cuz i was very tired and stressed with the team.
so didn't really have mood. kept falling asleep and she kept calling me! had recess and lessons
aft that. stayed back in sch for ss workshop. crystal chelsy and xy are in the same class as me.
the whole of my calls are together. we were not split. i thought we will. and our teacher is mrs
tessensjon. smth like that la. and she was so sarcastic! so irritating. workshop ended at 4 and
went home aft that.
today was alright. lessons and all. got bach accounts test and i got 5/15! i didn't study for it.
so yeah. haha. and the fat pig was being an asshole. she kept picking on me! i talked to her, she
just stare at me and walk away! WTH! and this morning she asked me to face the front. like
hello! i just came to the class and i was wearing my nametag! she's damn bitchy okay! talk to
you you ignore me. ta ma de! went to chelsy's hse to play tennis today. it rained at our sch. but
her side was raining but it stopped. so i went. i came home to change and cabbed to her hse.
played and we stopped at 430. cuz she had to go fetch her sister from tuition and i have
dinner. so i have to be home early. reached home at 530. bathe and went for dinner. dinner
was awesome:D suppose to play tennis tmr again. but chelsy said her ankle was hurting and
it is swollen! so not playing alrd. yup gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-03-28T05:09:00.001-07:00

okay. sch today was alright. had pe and it was a disastrous! ran 6 rounds and did standing
broad jump. at first it was alright. den it was my turn to jump. cuz my ankle was suddenly
hurting. but i just wanted to get it over and done with so i jumped. den i think i didn't land
properly and i side ways and i landed on my back. it was freak malu-ating. and i started
laughing like sai la. and mr francis laughed too! he kept disturbing me and say i can't jump!
den i nearly cried la. is so embarrassing can! den later he ask why my face so black aft he
laughed at me. den i didn't say anything. den i said i can't jump cuz i see your face. and he
was like WHAT RUBBISH! haha. it was damn funny! oh he called me a MORON! wth la. he
forever like that one. c div's match was totally disappointing. i was super angry and
disappointed! they didn't listen to what i said. they just didn't put in their best effort to play!
and some could still smile. wth?! do they have any idea how impt today's match was? i just
don't know what they are thinking man. when i told them all the impt things they said they
know they know. in the end? they didn't do it! ahhh. and tks to tracce that both b and c div
captains and vice have to go up to say the score tmr! she and her big mouth man! and we
are organising a teachers against stc players competition. it will be ard last week of june! i'm
so looking forward to it man! haha. cuz we alrd like know how it will go. so now we have to
come up with a proposal and show it to mrs kong. yeah. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya.
i saw tom yum today:D

2007-03-27T05:35:00.001-07:00

okay. c div won their match against plmgs. they won 3-2:) phebe played the deciding match
again! but she was clam and stable. she won 9-4. well done man! so aft the match, mr ng text
fracis to say that we won. and he was like congrats. now for the finale! omg la. he might be
going down tmr for the c div's match against mgs! seriously, mgs is quite strong! they have
like 3 elite players there! and i think i plaed against 1 of them during the combined sch trials.
and i lost to her 1-4! well, i just hope that they will do well tmr. at least if they lost, they alrd
tried their best! go for it juniors! it's the last match:D
class today was alright. not too bad la. stayed back for math tutorial. suppose to be doing tys
but i ended up playing and talking! haha. came home rest a while and did my hw. den went my
hse downstairs to run. cuz 2.4 is next wk. have to train my stamina. my target is 13 min! will
try my best! if not 14! that's the maximum. yup. i saw tom yum on monday:D i hope she will
be there tmr! and she talked to me man! haha. i was super happy:) gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

2007-03-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

ytsas with ms eileen after sports heats. I LOVE THEM:D

okay. today was alright. woke up at 11 plus. watched tv a while and went to my dad's friend's

hse. adults were playing mahjong there. so iwas sitting there talking playing and watching tv.

played the com for a while. stayed there till 8 plus and came home. i ate alot for dinner! haha. c div playing against plmgs tmr. hope they will put in ther best effort and do the team proud:D

all the way junoirs:) den they will be playing against mgs on wed! the super crucial match. is

a must win match! cuz they alrd lost to scgs alrd. i hope that they can beat mgs like what the b div did! so they will be in the semis. well, good luck juniors. gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

TOM YUM TALKED TO ME :D

2007-03-24T00:04:00.001-07:00

okay. woke up at 7 plus this morning. den went off to sch. lucky my red shirt was dry! reach
sch and they were alrd preparing the stuffs. so i went to help time. was suppose to be time
keeper again. but ms quek asked me to record the timings cuz lam wasn't there. peiqi took
my place. and the weather it freaking warm! i was perspiring like some mad woman! did the
sec 1 80m. was yesterday's leftover. haha. den did the 200m and 400m at the lighthouse
side. cuz got shelter and all. den mr francis kept asking me if c div can go into semis not? so
i said they will do their best. and he kept making fun of me! and i asked him is this 200m?
and he said no, is 50m potato sack race?! wth la. haha. and ms quek called tan meiyi!
i asked her what did you say? she said tan meiyi again! den lam laughed! den she said tan
yimei. so sai la. den events were all done. waiting for some people to come for their events.
waited for bout 15 min. den some people came. before that was playing netball with ytsas,
maria, lam and mr francis! he's damn cheater la. haha. but we all had fun:D i'm beggining to
like this:) playing and have fun with ytsas:D i love it! packed everything took grp photo with
ms eileen and went home. bathe and went out with my mum. just came back but i'll be going
out soon! haha. yup. heats on wed again. but i think is the throwing events. c div is playing
against plmgs on mon! all the way juniors:D your can do it. make us proud:) gtg. tc bye!