Thursday, June 19, 2008 :D

okay. it's been sometime since i last blogged. firstly, i'm too lazy to blog when i come online.
secondly, i'm just plain lazy to blog! haha. have been doing quite alot of studying since holis
started. prelims is starting on monday. i'm not sure if i'm ready not. a few people has been
asking me that alrd. i really don't know if i'm realy for this. i feel that i'm drained out. like
completely drained out. is to the extent that sometimes i don't even feel like studying. i was
the verge on giving up. but something tells me that my future is in my hands. if i don't take
this seriously, i will not be given a second chance to do this. so i have no choice. i suddenly
lost the interest in studying. i don't feel like doing math anymore. so much so for an A1. sigh:(
there were times that i couldn't take it and broke down. on weekends, i wake up 1030 in
the morning. if i wake up too late, i cannot manage my revision timing well. i'm tired of waking
up 1030 on weekends when i don't have to go to school. i really wana stay in bed till 11+ or later.
now i don't even have time for tv during the prime time. from like 7pm-10pm. these timings
are where all the good and nice shows are. but what am i doing? dating my books:( i long for
all of these enjoyments. but when can i get it? only after my o's which is like mid of november.
that is like 5 months time. i don't know if i can hang on till then:(