Monday, December 31, 2007 :D

tell me if i'm doing the right thing? why are they against me? i've alrd put in so much effort
into it and they just want me to stop like that. i mean i know i haven't been home early these
few days, and they are worried. i know they are worried and all. but shouldn't they just learn
how to let go? i'm alrd old enough to take care of myself. i'm not a 3 year old kid! can't they
just understand how i feel? i've alrd explain to them a thousand times and they still don't get
what i'm trying to say. seriously, i just feel like doing it. whatever their reaction will be, i can't
really be bothered anymore! i really really wana go against them! but i have to think of the
consequences! i feel damn irresponsible you know? and when i told them that i feel damn
irresponsible, guess what they said? i don't care if you feel irresponsible or not, i say no means
no. i'm not trying to say i'm a very responsible person. i mean this kind of thing is common
sense. they should know all about this logic! i'm so fucking pissed now! i wana jump down the
building man! ahhh! i'm off