Friday, January 13, 2006 :D

okay.training today.think i'm kinda rusty alrd.haha.can't play properly:) well,
competiton is coming soon.have to really train hard.and my back is hurting again?
sigh.i wonder if i can play for the competiton.ahhh! how? die la.nvm.always look
pn the positive side:) tuition tmr.math and sci.study study study.have to study real
hard this yr.think i must try to forget it! it has been 1 yr plus.and i still can't let it
go.i'm still thinking bout it.i MUST let it go.think i nedd another like 1 mth plus.den
i will be alright.i hope! will eventually i have to stop thinking bout it.yes.i MUST!
it keeps running thru my mind.and i'm trying very hard to stop thinking bout it.
i think i have to keep myself more occupied or busy so i will stop thinking bout it.
okay.will study more now.well, gtg alrd.tc:) see ya
ignore the time