Saturday, November 29, 2008 :D

YO! it's been 10 thousand years since i last blogged man! haha.o's is finally over! like seriously
man.well, o's period was tough. in terms of school work and others as well. sometimes i can't
handle my emotions well. i tend to get mood swings easily. den i'll start throwing my tantrums
everywhere. is to the extend that no one can't handle. but she could still take it. but there
were times when she couldn't take it too. i don't blame her for this. if i were her, i would have
prolly broke up or something. yeah. oh well, at least everything had ended:D things are back
to normal alrd. i'm happy and satisfied:D yup.
i'm working at gillman village now. is a f&b bar and bistro called verve. is not too bad la. but i
work only like 3 days per week?! WTH la! i don't feel like working there alrd la. i used to work
everyday with like 1 or 2 days off! now i feel so free. free means no money! ahhh! how to earn
more bucks like that! i don't know man.
other than my job, i'm leading a very happy life now:) i have all the love and care i need:D in fact,
alot more! haha:) see ya!

Monday, July 07, 2008 :D

sometimes i feel that i'm not suppose to be here. i feel left out sometimes. i know that it wasn't
on purpose. and it might not have occured to your that your should be more aware of your
surroundings. but i don't blame your. is just what i personally feel. this feeling has been bugging
for a period of time. i know i'm not suppose to be dwelling on this matter. i should be putting
all my focus on my o's. but i feel better like letting it all out. sometimes i feel out of everything.
is not easy to handle this. but i just don't feel good. i'm sure nobody ones to be in this position.
well, i don't know what else to say alrd. but i know that this person has been treating well:)
i'm a happy girl:D

Thursday, June 19, 2008 :D

okay. it's been sometime since i last blogged. firstly, i'm too lazy to blog when i come online.
secondly, i'm just plain lazy to blog! haha. have been doing quite alot of studying since holis
started. prelims is starting on monday. i'm not sure if i'm ready not. a few people has been
asking me that alrd. i really don't know if i'm realy for this. i feel that i'm drained out. like
completely drained out. is to the extent that sometimes i don't even feel like studying. i was
the verge on giving up. but something tells me that my future is in my hands. if i don't take
this seriously, i will not be given a second chance to do this. so i have no choice. i suddenly
lost the interest in studying. i don't feel like doing math anymore. so much so for an A1. sigh:(
there were times that i couldn't take it and broke down. on weekends, i wake up 1030 in
the morning. if i wake up too late, i cannot manage my revision timing well. i'm tired of waking
up 1030 on weekends when i don't have to go to school. i really wana stay in bed till 11+ or later.
now i don't even have time for tv during the prime time. from like 7pm-10pm. these timings
are where all the good and nice shows are. but what am i doing? dating my books:( i long for
all of these enjoyments. but when can i get it? only after my o's which is like mid of november.
that is like 5 months time. i don't know if i can hang on till then:(

Sunday, April 27, 2008 :D

okay. LIFE SUCKS! that will be my sentence till o's are over! haha:) my life has been
revolving around books! there's never a day where i don't date my books. sigh:( don't really
like the feel of this. but i have no choice. if i want my future, i'll have to past this stage of life.
airport tmr:) going to aiport to study. hardcore studying man! but i know i'll go mad in
between! haha. but no worries:D i'm a happy girl:) love you! gtg see you!

Friday, April 18, 2008 :D

okay. i haven't been blogging for some time! haha. was quite busy the past few weeks. busy
with funfair matters and birthday party. and i went to watch the musical ;ast sunday:D and
i had yami yoghurt aft that! i'm craving for it now can! ahhh! haha. i can have yami yoghurt
for all my 3meals! is that good okay! FUNFAIR IS TMR:D for once, i'm excited bout it. like
we put so much hard work on everything. i hope it all pays off tmr. took part in the look alike competition with my sister! gosh! i didn't know what came over me to go take part in the
competiton! haha. i must be siao at that time. go to reach sch at 7 tmr! so early la. stayed back
in sch until bout 6 today. to set up the stall. i think we're almost done with our stall alrd. the
boards and banners are up alrd. just that the we haven't hang the prizes up yet. we'll do it
tmr. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR! SO EXCITING! saw marie cheerleading today. i
think is damn nice can! whoohoo! well done charmaine:) but i think marie and catherine can
fight! catherine's one also not bad! yup. quite a number of things happened recently. there are
good and bad. good ones i'll just keep it in my heart. bad ones i'll just forget it and carry one:)
yup. i've been a happy girl! haha:D love you! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya

Sunday, March 30, 2008 :D

okay. haven't been posting for quite some time. busy with sch everyday! everyday i come
back from sch, told myself that i need to study! i'm keeping all the distractions away until
o's are over. try not to watch too much of tv and computer. prelims is in 3 months time!
i really need to study. i may not be posting for some time. i may come online once in a while
la. den i'll try to post. anyway, my sch's funfair will be on the 19th april! think is rom 9am-
4pm! if you can, drop by alright? haha. have been very happy these few months. due to
some reasons:D haha. whoohoo! gtg alrd. tc:) see ya soon!

Friday, March 21, 2008 :D

okay. thos week has been alright. it was quite a disappointing week though. was quite afffected
by it. took by all the results. i only passed 2 out of 6 subjects. it very demoralising to see how
much effort you have put in and you get this kind of shit results. afterall, it's not very
encouraging. sigh:( well, this is just CA. at least i know that i have to start working on my
subjects. 93 days to prelims and 203 days to o's! i;m really damn scared and worried bout o's.
but i know she will be there to help me and guide me all the way thru:) told myself that i will
study every single day! i have no more time to waste! STUDY! anyway, PTC is next friday.i'm
prepared for the worst alrd! bet mrs fung will crap a whole lot to my mum. saying that i'm this
i'm that. sigh. went to her house on tue. needed help for my f&n. yeah. alright. i gtg do my f&n
alrd. tc:) see ya